~ i2i-stuDios ~

Dedicated to..

2011-11-11T01:13:00.000-08:00

Dedicated To..

We used to condemn and criticize,

‘Why it has to be that far?’

‘Do they have to assign you to a place at the end of the world?’,

‘Will they pay you for the fuel?’

It keeps being on and on,

And in the midst of the sky and the earth

Where the questions are eventually hanging onto

Because he knows, ‘soon, they will keep their mouth close and

everything will be on their places again’

3 years and several months,

Too much things had been wasted,

MONEY is THE MOST.

Yes, I have even counted only for the fuel expenses

RM10k has approximately flowed out. [It’s too much for a not-so-rich family to earn]

If the government will do something on it,

[sigh] If…. If… And eternally if…

It keeps increasing and not seems to decline,

Lucky to have a very liable and dependable leadership [sigh]

Praise to Allah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah and Alhamdulillah,

He has came back to where he used to come from,

And as one,

Here’s a letter with love and tenderness,

From a daughter to father..

Best wishes to you Abah,

Be the best in Allah’s eyes,

When everybody makes you the worst.

Just remember,

When we work for people, they might appreciate you, awhile and purposely,

AND they might deceive and disapprove you, as well.

BUT when you work for Allah, earnest and whole-heartedly,

He will neither torches nor let down of you.

Work for Allah, we will always be at ease, InsyaAllah.

Good luck Abah ^^

Allah blesses you, Amin!

Rahsia Tandatangan

2011-11-10T04:20:00.000-08:00

1. Satu garisan Di Bawah

Seorang yang sangat yakin dan mempunyai personaliti hebat

tetapi agak pentingkan diri sendiri.

2. Satu titik di bawah

Seorang yang simple dan tenang tetapi senang hilang kepercayaan

apabila dikhianati.

3. Dua titik di bawah

Seorang yang romantik tetapi mudah bertukat pasangan serta lebih

memilih kecantikan dan mudah menarik perhatian orang lain.

4. Tanpa garisan dan titik di bawah

Seorang yang seronok dengan kehidupan dengan cara sendiri

tetapi kurang memberikan perhatian terhadap pandangan orang lain.

5. Tiada kaitan dengan nama

Seorang yang berisaha kelihatan bijak dan yakin dengan kebolehan diri sendiri

tetapi suka berselindung dan tidak mengambil pandangan orang lain.

6. Berkaitan dengan ejaan nama tapi tidak boleh dibaca

Seorang yang kreatif dan cerdik tapi malas berfikir panjang

serta mudah menukar pandangan atau idea.

7. Huruf tidak bersambung

Seorang yang suka berfikir, sangat mengambil berat, tidak pentingkan diri sendiri,

sanggup berkorban apa sahaja untuk orang lain tetapi cepat mengalah dan mudah serik.

8. Mengikut ejaan nama dengan huruf yang jelas

Seorang yang baik hati, boleh sesuaikan diri dengan sesiapa sahaja dalam apa juga keadaan

atau urusan, tegas dengan pendapat sendiri dan ada semangat yang tinggi.

Compilation

2011-10-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

Compilation

Capillaries in my fingertips are starting to constrict more andmore, experiencing vasoconstriction in a cool-and-cold air conditioner of this lecture hall. 3 hours and 30 minutes of class is not a joke. It was even scheduled as if it had already fixed in the timetable. And it is! Since that we have no class from the first and second week of lecture, I think that the whole class must be already forgotten about the ‘reward to redeem’ of the no-class scenes. It is a ‘heaven’ for us, spending 3 hours and 30 minutes in the morning of the weekend for Anatomy class. It was not a bad day after all. I even have a great smile for that morning. For everyone. But the absolute wrong-printed notes had given me a quite terrible mood swing – they had turned me OFF to be creepy and silent. Plus with the topic we had learnt in the class: ReproductiveSystem - this was not a great reason to keep me in stress. Well, just a bit shy. But I tried hard. And heartless. There was a thing that didn’t bother me even once.I wasn’t looking at my watch, asking time to move faster. Indeed, it was an amazing achievement for me to stay awake for such a long class hours like that.Thanks to the wrong-printed notes, again. Even if it had left me a big scar in my heart, but it did to help me at least, to stay focus. Good job,notes ^^

Even if the class was only taken about almost 4 hours, it wasn’t the end of my miserable day. (Sorry. I didn’t mean to make it sound so bad) Maybe because I was born with a weakness of not knowing how to say ‘No!’ to any invitation or request. Maybe. A friend had called me saying that she needs to go to the town yet she had nobody to be her company. And nobody to drive the car as well. What would you say? Some of you might think of saying no for some reasons or excuses. I failed to do so. Never mind. I was thinking of helping those in need will be worth for me next time. ^^ But this is not the whole point. We came back late – supposed that we reached to the campus by 10 but we’d stuck in the midst of congestion – and we reached about an hour after that. Actually, we spent the whole day at the town, not knowing that time will run so fast. Pathetic! That night was so tiring that tomorrow we (me and my friends) gonna have K.I.D / Kuliyyah Interaction Day –or in a school term we used to say Sports Day aka Hari Sukan! Intended to escape at first because it had spoilt my whole weekend, but eventually fail for threats! (Must have excuse letter if you wish to escape from it) LOL. I am an obedient student, though. Finally, the day started with a gloomy weather. It was drizzling as if it knew that I was not really happy with all this things either. Just when we reached the stadium the feeling was totally different. It wasn’t my first time to see our new stadium yet I just couldn’t hide the feeling of astonishment. More to tell you about KID but it was totally like a sports day. So, let’s stop it here.

Yesterday was so fun. Attending a forum on U-Turn To Allah. This topic has gained so much attention nowadays when we see many celebrities like singers, actor or actress; even musician has made their changes to be more religious with regards to their appearances and insyaAllah, deep into the heart. It was so crowd that there were no empty seats while many people kept coming until the aisles of the staircases were also full! Subhanallah! That was my very first time to see such crowd here in IIUM. And why there were so many people? I was thinking if the speakers of the forum were among those we really know –Catriona Norhayati Ross and also Ust. Riduan. And of course, who does not even know of Catriona Ross, the famous actress who did have made a big u-turn. To hear her truth stories on how she had actually made her decision to leave her lifestyle before was actually a heart-melting story. It was not a drama when every one of us in the auditorium saw she crying. Even the moderator was little bit nervous to see that he finally asked if she was okay to cry without having any tissues there (LOL!). The funny reason he did asked that questions was because he saw Catriona was only wiped her tears with her hands. Another funny part was when Catriona explained that she was fine using her hands as she had been trained to do so while acting or shooting for dramas or movies. She was so 'sempoi' which I thought she could have made a new fan club after this ^^ Well, the forum was actually so full of laughter and tears and morals, too. (InsyaAllah I will explain more on the input gained in this forum later in my next post)

A bit nervous. I had planned to undergo a blooddonation, again, after failed to do so for two years since in PJ. Just because my Hemoglobin (Hb) levels are not passing the scale (the normal Hb level is 12.5) of course, I wasn’t allowed to donate blood. How can I donate blood to someone if it is not enough for me, right? Then I keep praying and said, if my Hb is in low level and I can’t donate blood then you have to accept all this. I still remember the first time I was rejected to donate the blood. It was totally despair for me and the whole day had gone bad. It was only a donation yet it had affected me so strong. Two years were too long for me. And I have been waiting for this moment so much. If you guys had never donated blood, you have to undergo a blood and Hb test. Blood test is to see what type of blood do you have – A, B, O or AB while Hb test is to check whether your Hb level is passing the scale of donating blood. If your Hb is under 12.5 then you are not allowed to do donation as this will harm yourself in the future. You might be lacking of Hb and the effects will be obviously shown like experience fatigue, pale faces or sometimes fainted. In my case, Alhamdulillah, my Hb is 13.3 – which I am passing to be a donor.

Previously, I was donating for 350mL of blood but this time the doctor was asking me to donate 450mL. It was a nerve-wracking but I did try. And again, alhamdulillah, I did not experiencing nausea ordizziness.

What am I trying to stress here is all about prediction and fate. Those stories ended with unexpected condition either it was a happy or sad ending. And that’s life and what it takes for. We might gain or lose something – it’s a test. To see on how we will manage to counter every single thing is what Allah will assess on us. Be a grateful servant. Even if you had struck with the biggest disaster ever, be patient and have faith on Him because Allah will always be with those who are patient. InsyaAllah, let’s try to be towards a better Muslim ^^

Healthy

2011-08-10T07:39:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah.

After several months of enjoying the long vacation as well as here, where i used to stop every of my posting activities,too.. (Not really have the intention to stop.. just because that the idea was gone at the time i am about to make up a post, and it eventually halts me to publish any post)

Was reading today's newspaper with most of the highlights from NST,Star even in BH and Metro, they are talking on the myocardium disease or heart attack.

1490 died per hour around the world

This isn't a joke. The latest fact gained by World Health Oraganization (WHO) had stressed me about this silent killer. Heart attack will not only threat obese people, yet it can kill ANYONE. Yes! Anyone. If you think that you had taken nutritious food or have a walk for miles or maybe go for jogging everyday then it should be a relief.

Most people think that heart attack will only endanger obese people but it is all about how you led your life in a good and balance way. Slim and fit body will not guarantee you from being safe as well. Today, it is not impossible for kids or maybe youths to be attacked by this killer. I have been heard so many death cases of heart attacks which involved young adults. It's not funny anyway.

We,today are so eager to see and eat various kinds of food which we don't even bother how the food was made and what are the goods and bads of eating such foods. All that take into out very own concerns is to make sure we will satisfy the tummy and make it full to the fullest. Am I right? Because I am sometimes experiencing the same thing indeed especially when you feel so hungry you might eat your friends! (This could be a joke. A stupid joke,perhaps.. =p )

We may not realize that today we have been so careless of taking care of our own health. Compared to what Rasulullah had practiced during his lifetime, He could ask for anything he want since he is loved by His companions and everyone. He could ask for curry or roti nan or capati or any kinds of food that may fill his appetite. But why he never ask for that though? Because he believe in modesty which will bring the goodness until the end of time. And it was true! Rasulullah never suffer of any disease when he was alive. Not because he is protected and he is the Prophet but he actually realized that heart and passionate will somehow bring him to wickedness.

How about us? We are living in too much luxurious things around us.. Don't you think of it? What if one day Allah let us to feel the reality of Somalians who mostly are suffering extreme hunger? Before Allah will determine on something beyond our expectation or in short, before any bad situation is sent to us.. Let us try to change bit by bit. It's not impossible if you tend to do. And it's not for anyone. It's not for me too. Try to led a healthy lifestyle for yourself. For myself. For us to keep on doing ibadah. For us to gain strength for our own live. InsyaAllah.

Till then. Wassalam.

Ramadhan Is Here!!!

2011-08-06T07:39:00.000-07:00

By Asma Sadia

One night I heard a knock on my door;

Who can it be,I wasn't quite sure.

I open the door and am filled with glee;

The visitor ahead is no stranger to me.

I welcome the guest with utmost delight;

For I know it has come to give me respite.

An air of happiness fills the space;

My home now seems, a better place!

Have you any clue who this visitor could be?

Yes!its Ramadhan,the month of mercy.

The pious and righteous can't await its arrival;

Others seem to greet it, with waves of denial.

For Allah(SWT) we fast from dawn to dusk;

For Him our breath is the fragrance of musk.

The muslims who pray and fast with zest;

Are aware of the rewards of this month manifest.

Throughout this month we weep and repent;

Now is the time to strongly lament.

And those who shun this sacred month;

on the Day of Reckoning will face the brunt.

In the last ten nights,hides the Night of Decree;

Allah(SWT) then awaits for his slaves to plea.

The angels descend with Gabriel(AS) in the lead;

To check on the steadfast and record every deed.

A feeling of grief now fills my heart;

As the month of Ramadhan will soon depart.

So lets make a start and worship Him alone;

Now that the worth of this month is known.

*Hear the song carefully.. Isn't sound so beautiful.. A lovely voice with such a divine lyrics

Welcome Ramadhan by Mishary Rashid

Ramadhan Story II : A story of a mother and His SOn

2011-08-05T08:51:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah.

It is pleased that you and me are still alive to have the scent of Ramadhan again. Amin.

Before I move on, I would like to seek an apologize due to my recent post 'Let's Go For Tarawikh!'. Thank you so much to a reader who had responded and told me that the hadith which had mentioned in the post is a false hadith.

I have been searching for some points and articles and i have asked people about the hadith and it is true that the hadith mentioned in my last post cannot be used. With that, I would like to confess and apologize for giving a false dalil. I really appreciate the response as this is somehow relates to our belief as Muslims. May Allah bless you everyday until Jannah. Amin ^^.

So now, i am so eager to have this story for you to read. It's a casual conversation between a son and his mom which i think,personally, a sweet and an excellent way to let your children know the reasons for every existences Allah had created for us.

I won't brief anymore until you read this. ^^

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"But, Mum, I do not want to eat. I am a big boy and I can fast," Thabit told his mother.

"But you are fasting, Thabit. 7-year-old children eat in the morning and a little in the afternoon and then they don't eat anything else till evening."

"But you do not fast like that, Mum," the little boy insisted.

"I am older, Thabit. Grownups fast that way."

The young gentleman sat deep in thought and then asked, "Mum, why do we fast?"

"That's a good question, Thabit." She got up and went to the kitchen cupboard. She removed something from it.

"Do you know what this is, Thabit?"

"It's a blender."

"Do you know what it is supposed to do?"

"It blends passion fruit for juice." His mother laughed. "Yes, it does blend. Our body does the same thing. It grinds the food we eat; it takes what it needs and removes the rest. It does this everyday, day in day out."

"Doesn't the body get tired, Mum?"

"It does. Just like the blender. When we have blended juice for too long, it refuses to work. Then it needs fixing. So we have to give our body a rest so it can work better for us. That's why we fast in Ramadan and some other days in the year."

"Does everybody fast, Mummy?"

"Not everybody. If you are ill or expecting a baby or if you are old and weak like Daddy's grandpa or if you are 7 years old then you don't fast.

The little boy thought some more. He ate the food his mother had set before him without much fuss. "What if you don't want to fast?"

"What is your sister Nur's favorite color?" "Pink".

"And what is the color of her uniform for Madrassa (School)?" "Blue".

But she says she'd like to wear her pink hijab when she goes."

"And why doesn't she?"

"She is afraid Ustaadh (Teacher) will punish her."

"You see, she was afraid Ustaadh would punish her. Ustaadh will punish her because she has broken the rule of the madrassa by wearing pink.

You see, Thabit, Allah knows what is good for us and so we have to do as He commands, because He sees and knows everything. We love Him and fear Him and we don't want Him to be displeased with us."

"But don't you get hungry, Mum?"

"Of course we do. But we keep ourselves busy on other important things to take our mind away from the food. We read the Qur'an, or we visit the sick people or we go to the mosque and listen to dars. You see there's plenty to do and before you know it, it's time to eat!"

"Is there another reason why Muslims fast?"

"Yes. You are lucky, Thabit, because you have food everyday. Not everyone has food to eat."

"Like the poor people at Baroda Road?"

"Yes, like them. If we go hungry like them, we will be able to understand that they need help."

The little boy seemed satisfied with the answers, his mother had given him. "Mum, can I go with you and Daddy to help the poor?" "By the Grace of Allah, you can."

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Isn't it beautiful to see how a mother taught her son using their surroundings as examples so that her son will be clarified for every questions he had 'attacked' his mother? Blender, the rules of madrasah and the reality lives of poor people were so strong to let her son knows why Allah made this and that... (I wish I could be as intelligent as the mother,InsyaAllah)

One more thing that had taken my attention is the patience of a mother to explain every single questions asked from his son. Since that the age of a child is a very crucial stage for them to learn and explore the world correctly, it's a good thing to see the mother had taught his son in a mature way. Unlike some of the moms who feel that the unstoppable questions from her child are nothing than just a battle and find it so annoying. Indeed, Rasulullah asked Muslims to raise, honor your children and fixed their bad behaviour. Give them love as much as parents are able to give. Insyaallah, with His barakah, Allah will let your children to give their loves to you once you get older and older.

Perhaps I shall get ready and prepared myself to be a good mom to my children ( I have to care upon this eventhough the way to be a mommy are still long) ^^.

Haha..I feel happy suddenly. (^^)

It's 12 in the morning and I have to get on my bed, tomorrow will be the next sahur for me and every Muslims, InsyaAllah.

Till then, wassalam. ^^

*pssst, don't forget to wake up early and perform tahajjud ^^

Let's go for tarawih!

2011-08-02T03:51:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. Hopefully everyone is in the blessing of Allah s.w.t. InsyaAllah.

I still remember of the first time i went to the mosque with the whole family members, when we're about to perform congregational Isya' and tarawikh prayer. I wasn't have any idea on how to perform this solat (tarawikh). My mom told me that solat tarawikh only consist of 2 rakaat. The first 2 rakaat was perfect (niat of the solat). Just when I about to perform the second round of tarawikh prayer, then i started to get confused.

''What should I say for the niat? Is it 2 or 4 rakaat because i had performed 2 rakaat before. Oh, it must be 4 rakaat because i'm doing another two rakaat.'' That was what i used to do to finish the whole 0f 8 rakaat of tarawikh prayer. (With a niat of samaniat rakaatin in the last round of 2 rakaat tarawikh prayer). I was thinking if that was the right way to perform the prayer. (Well, I was in between of 6-10 years old then.)

But one day, my mom and dad told us to performed 20 rakaat of tarawih prayer. Well, it was fine for me, indeed. Performing tarawih in the 5th round was still fine (with the niat of 'ishruuna rakaatin ) but when it comes to the next round up until the last round of 20 rakaat I was seriously stuck in the niat.

''Why is it sounds so weird to say isnani 'ishruuna rakaatin in the niat? Is it right or wrong?'' And all my tarawih was totally nothing in the end.. Huhu

But then i knew the niat was totally wrong as my mom told me. Ya Allah! Luckily, i was still a little child at the moment.

However, it doesn't matter if you want to perform the less or the most rakaat of tarawih prayer. All that take Allah's concern is the quality of the solat and any amal that we do during this month. Also, the sincerity in anything that we used to do,right? Wouldn't it be so useless to do the most or the best you can if the niat is only to let people say that we are great? Ya Allah, let us away from that behaviour.

The main thing I want to mention here is the benefits of solat tarawih. Allah is the Almighty. He rewards us too much. 30 days to perform tarawih means that we will gain so much bonus and rewards if we perform tarawih alone or in jamaah. Isn't it great?

Here are the benefits of solat tarawih from the first night until the 30th. (Sorry as there are only in the Bahasa Melayu version.)

Di riwayatkan oleh Saiyidina Ali (r.a.) daripada Rasulullah S.A.W., sebagai jawapan dari pertanyaan sahabat-sahabat Nabi S.A.W. tentang fadhilat (kelebihan) sembahyang sunat tarawih pada bulan Ramadan:

Malam 1: Keluar dosa-dosa orang mukmin pada malam pertama sepertimana ia baru dilahirkan, mendapat keampunan dari Allah.

Malam 2:

Diampunkan dosa-dosa orang mukmin yang sembahyang tarawih serta kedua ibubapanya (sekiranya mereka orang beriman).

Malam 3:

Berseru Malaikat di bawah 'Arasy' supaya kami meneruskan sembahyang tarawih terus-menerus semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa engkau.

Malam 4:

Memperolehi pahala ia sebagaimana pahala orang-orang yang membaca kitab-kitab Taurat, Zabur, Injil dan Al-Quran.

Malam 5:

Allah kurniakan baginya pahala seumpama orang sembahyang di Masjidilharam, Masjid Madinah dan Masjidil Aqsa.

Malam 6:

Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat yang tawaf di Baitul Ma'mur (70 ribu malaikat sekali tawaf), serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang tarawih pada malam ini.

Malam 7:

Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa serta menolong Nabi 'Alaihissalam menentang musuh ketatnya Fi'raun dan Hamman.

Malam 8:

Allah mengurniakan pahala orang sembahyang tarawih sepertimana yang telah dikurniakan kepada Nabi Allah Ibrahim 'Alaihissalam.

Malam 9:

Allah kurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hambanya seperti Nabi Muhamad S.A.W.

Malam 10:

Allah Subhanahuwata'ala mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan di dunia dan akhirat.

Malam 11:

Keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa seperti ia baharu dilahirkan.

Malam 12:

Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya (cahaya ibadatnya).

Malam 13:

Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dalam aman sentosa daripada tiap-tiap kejahatan dan keburukan.

Malam 14:

Datang Malaikat menyaksikan ia bersembahyang tarawih, serta Allah tiada menyesatkannya pada hari Qiamat.

Malam 15:

Semua Malaikat yang menanggung 'Arasy, Kursi, berselawat dan mendoakan supaya Allah mengampunkan.

Malam 16:

Allahsubhanahuwata'ala tuliskan baginya terlepas daripada neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.

Malam 17:

Allah kurniakan orang yang bertarawih pahalanya pada malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.

Malam 18:

Seru Malaikat: Hai hamba Allah sesungguhnya Allah telah redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup atau mati).

Malam 19:

Allah Subhanahuwataala tinggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga Firdaus.

Malam 20:

Allah kurniakan kepadanya pahala sekalian orang yang mati syahid dan orang-orang solihin.

Malam 21:

Allah binakan sebuah istana dalam Syurga daripada nur.

Malam 22:

Datang ia pada hari Qiamat aman daripada tiap-tiap dukacita dan kerisauan (tidaklah dalam keadaan huru-hara di Padang Mahsyar).

Malam 23:

Allah subhanahuwataala binakan kepadanya sebuah bandar di dalam Syurga daripada nur.

Malam 24:

Allah buka peluang 24 doa yang mustajab bagi orang bertarawih malam ini, (elok sekali berdoa ketika dalam sujud).

Malam 25:

Allah Taala angkatkan daripadanya siksa kubur.

Malam 26:

Allah kurniakan kepada orang bertarawih pahala pada malam ini seumpama 40 tahun ibadat.

Malam 27:

Allah kurniakan orang bertarawih pada malam ini ketangkasan melintas atas titian Sirotolmustaqim seperti kilat menyambar.

Malam 28:

Allah Subhanahuwataala kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000 darjat di akhirat.

Malam 29:

Allah Subhanahuwataala kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000 kali haji yang mabrur.

Malam 30:

Allah s.w.t beri penghormatan kepada orang bertarawih pada malam terakhir ini yang teristimewa sekali, lalu berfirman: "Hai hambaKu: Makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau ingini hendak makan di dalam syurga, dan mandilah engkau daripada air syurga yang bernama Salsabila, serta minumlah air daripada telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. yang bernama 'Al-Kauthar"."

Subhanallah. Too much to grab right? InsyaAllah, let's perform tarawih from now rather than staying at home watching TV.

It's 7 pm and i am about to wait for iftar. Happy iftar everyone!

Till then, wassalam ^^

Ramadhan Story 1

2011-07-31T06:18:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, we had been officially come into the first phase of Ramadhan. And i thank to Allah for giving me a feeling of happiness to celebrate this month of barakah.

As to celebrate the 9th month in Muslim calender, I would like to share to all of you a very interesting stories which related to Ramadhan al-Mubarak.

It's a story that reveals the beauty of being starving and hungry during ramadhan and also the beauty of iftar.

This story comes from Persia, an area now known as the countries of Afghanistan and Iran. Please go to the source of this story and create your own version, then tell your story as a way of shedding light on this ancient culture.

Once there was a King of Persia who liked to ask riddles. He particularly liked to ask his four advisors riddles. Sometimes the King knew the answer. Other times he didnt. The King asked those riddles to hear what his advisors would say.

One day, just before the beginning of Ramadan, the ninth month of the Muslim calendar, the King of Persia asked his four advisors, "What is the sweetest sound?"

The first advisor immediately said, "Oh, your Majesty, that is such a simple riddle. The sweetest sound is the sound of a flute."

The second advisor disagreed. "Yes, the sound of a flute is sweet. But the sweetest sound is the sound of a harp."

The third advisor shook his head and declared, "The flute and the harp do make sweet sounds. However, I have heard a violin. And that is, by far, the sweetest sound."

The King looked at his fourth advisor who merely smiled. The King nodded at him, saying, "Hmm, it looks as if my fourth advisor is not yet ready to give his answer. I will wait until he is ready."

Days passed. The month of Ramadan started. The King of Persia stopped asking riddles and spent more time in prayer, as is the custom during Ramadan.

You see, during the month of Ramadan, all Muslim adults refrained from eating and drinking between daybreak and sunset. This fasting during Ramadan is one of the Five Pillars of Islam. The fasting serves many purposes. First, the time and energy normally spent preparing food and eating can be spent contemplating and praying. Second, the fasting reminds people of the poor and how it feels to be hungry. Charity is another of the Five Pillars of Islam. Third, fasting helps teach people self-control. If they can avoid things which are good for them, think of how much easier it will be to avoid things which are bad for them.

After sunset each day, the fast is broken by a meal, called the Iftar. Often people invite friends over for the Iftar.

So it was not unusual when the fourth advisor invited the King and the other three advisors over for the Iftar one evening. When the King and the three other advisors arrived, they were quite surprised. The fourth advisor ushered them into the dining room, but there were no platters of food on the table, just empty plates and silverware. Nor could they smell any cooking smells from the kitchen. They looked at each other questioningly.

Just then, a man came in playing the flute. It was a sweet sound. He was followed by a man playing the harp, then by another playing the violin. Finally, the three musicians played together, beautiful, intricate music, which was also somewhat loud. That was just as well, because all their stomachs were growling.

Finally, one of the lesser kitchen servants came in, carrying a simple pot and a ladle. As the ladle, brimming with stew, hit the first plate, the King smiled broadly and said, "Yes, yes, my fourth advisor. You are right. The sweetest sound is the sound of silverware hitting a plate when you are hungry. As the proverb says, the most delicious meal is the meal that you eat when you are hungry."

What we can learn from here are the meaning of hunger. We live in a very peaceful country, in a way that everything is ready to be served where you don't have to be so violent to earn even for a plate of rice. Imagine if one day Allah will let us to experience the hardships of poor peoples, orphans and the misery lives of our brotherhood in Sudan, Palestine and wherever Muslims will be living in the corner of this world.

Will we be able to be so tough and redha with such qada' and qadr? I am so honor so say that our respective brotherhood in Islam that struggling for a better lives are among the strongest people in this world. You don't have to show off your muscles or strength for people to admit that you're strong. See how those in needy are surviving, not for a day only, but for the entire of their lives.

Yet,we, are so different that we keep on nagging and complaining that we are hungry, searching for food, even eat during the day of bulan puasa or maybe finding thousands of reasons to escape from fasting. Don't you think that we are so frail and such a lame?

Astaghfirullah.. May Allah forgive our sins.

I just wanna have some tazkirah for myself and for those who keep following my blog. I respect the Palestinian souls that I will cry and say : O Allah. I won't be able to be so strong as my brotherhood in Palestin who has gone for jihad every single minutes. What will I be if one day you sent me a test which isn't great as what you had given to my brotherhood in Palestin? Will I be able to be strong?

Will I be able to be grateful for that?

May Allah bless us in this barakah month. Amin.

Anyone wants to buy secondhand books from me??

2011-07-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt..

(sigh)...

Now I know how hard it is to make a move and start our own business. You cannot have a big hope to see your kick-start will give a big success at first. (It happens to me now)

I'm not doing any super-grand business. Just because i can't bear watching my room is getting full with books and novels, I was then decided to take off some boring stories (not to read them anymore) and try to sell them cheaper than the original price.

So here, i would like to make a PROMO to anyone who keep following my blog, if you are one of the novel-holic (like me ^^) and want to have some other new books, you can buy from me in a very reasonable price.

Just check out the books and the details there at this link (http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1461042264260.43373.1779567620) , choose any books that take your interest and make order through sms on my number 013-2001039.

Give your full name, home address and books chosen in a short and simple text. (any call will not be entertained).

Payment can be done through my bank account ( the no. was written on the page there). Please done the payment first and you will receive the books 5 days within and below just after the payment is settled.

Phew! Sorry for being so formal in this post. Hopefully, the books will all be sold before hari raya. InsyaAllah,amin.. (a big aim to earn some pocket money for the coming-soon kuliah in September)

Keep on doing the promo here and there! Pray for me to sell all the books guys! ^^

Thank you. Wassalam ^^

Annoying

2011-06-22T23:12:00.000-07:00

Now that I am a little confused since there is a constant growth of promotion ads for raya. (even puasa hasn't start yet! Awesome!!!!) And a hypermarket in my hometown has the sales for lampu pelita and other stuffs for hari raya.. Interesting,huh???!

A few days left in Syaaban and I was thinking if Syawal comes after this month. Well, probably because every business companies are going nuts in making sales and discounts. (Muslim or accurately to say MALAYs are so lucky because they can 'save' more money to buy things they want, right?? Promotions are here and there!)

And if you ever notice la kan, have you seen any promotions and sales made on TV like hari raya are done the same as other festivals like deepavali ke, CNY ke?? I don't think so. Seems like business companies are only taking their interest upon Malays. Mmm, perhaps this equations will clarify everything : MALAY = MONEY or MLM = Malay Lays Money ????

I don't know.... does Malay are so easy to be fooled??

I just hope this Ramadhan will be treat as it is. Nobody looks for the Ramadhan but only have the attention on hari Raya. Ramadhan also is the best sales we can ever had only once in a year. Profits? The shares are so countless we can only see and grin so wide in the future if we successfully invest it. InsyaAllah.

I just hope that i can make this Ramadhan as if it will be my last and I hope to fill to the fullest i can ever made.

May Allah bless us in Ramadhan and in future. Guys, let us takes the best things Ramadhan will give to us.

InsyaAllah, Amin

Exclusively for men!

2011-05-23T00:02:00.000-07:00

This is what usually happens when you ever wish to surf internet but then heading to nowhere. What did you click is what you've been led into.

But then I thought I might help anybody who are still confuse of what will be the best haircut style for them to show off to people... ^^

For smart guys... ^^

For happy ever after guys.. ^^

For HARDWORKING @ stressful guys.... isk~

For HARDCORE guys.... ( I think this could be the worst..urghh!)

Hahaha! This is the BEST! DAEBAK!! And I would prefer this for those guys who can't stand on hot weather. (Even economically proved! tak payah beli cap or payung ^^ )

So guys? Pikir la what would be the best hairstyle that suits you. (Boleh tayang time raye nanti kat mak2 sedare ^^ )

Selamat Mencuba!

I'm sorry

2011-05-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry...........!!!!

Tora datang lagi!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah (That was I'd supposed to do!)

It's breaking my heart to see this site has been suffering and suffocating to breath out of this tedious page. (Neither new post nor any development or improvement)

It's breaking my heart too when I was about to have a new post on the blog but then the ideas were carelessly gone nowhere. (And it happened every time I tried to linger the fingers on the keyboard.. Does it sounds so horror? As if it's like having dementia at a young age! Oh,God!)

See how blue i2i site already???!!

Coming up with a new face, now this site looks so refreshing (satisfying myself..haha), on the 9th cloud after having Cloud 9 chocolates of 9 bottles! (nonsense again). Hoping that this will satisfy everyone (at least) even if I had nothing to say (again, in the future, who knows). I have been giving a very little effort on this, how can I desire and expect something bigger than I had done..isk!

Considering that this is already 2 in the morning, I guess I have to stop here first. Before I'm off, I would like to seek for apologize for being so ignorant on my own blog. (It was unintentionally happened,though). InsyaAllah,will try to come up with something in the next post (which I don't know when but maybe in the meantime)

2011-04-17T04:07:00.000-07:00

i'm coming home...

coming home..

tell the world that i'm coming home..

let the rain wash away

all the pain of yesterday...

rindu pada abah and mama da terubat..

but then, i start to miss someone so far, so bad..

Ya Allah, please protect...

* here i send my doa and deepest love together. Please flew it over to the person i had missed so much Ya Allah...Istajib dua'ani.. Amin ya rabbal 'alamin

A deepest gratitude

2011-04-11T02:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

A very short note to miss/Mrs. Izzati

Thank you so much for the advice. I was so touched with those you had mentioned and I bet it was a very good sign Allah had shown to me just after I asked him for some guidance.

May be we can somehow have a nice talk afterwards.

So, if you read this, can i have your email or anything that might possible for me to keep in touch with you??

Gula - gula

2011-04-09T19:53:00.000-07:00

Was very happy to see those candies i used to eat during my childhood.

Yupi, coklat ala-ala sugus, coklat putih cap arnab tu, and candy yg ade asam masin..

And interestingly, ade banyak lagi candies yang jual kat stall tu, apollo roka la, coklat udang ade, gula-gula rse kelapa pun ade, lollipop die besar2 muke pun ade, so on so forth. I was trying to snap for their pictures tapi akak kat situ pandang pelik je ^^

Walaupun amik gambar bagai nak rak, we'd finally managed NOT to buy ANYTHING from the stall.. LOL

Thanks to Yaumil yang kasi idea soh amik gambar neh and upload them into the blog ^^ (thax for succeeding our very first date together too. Since we don't have any money to spend on shoes and dresses, so cuci2 mate je la)

kecik2 dulu bolehla nak mkn gula-gula, sekarang ni da x boleh.. Gune taktik 'kotor' kat abah, buat mke ketat2 ke, xpun bodek abah habis-habisan ke, last2 mesti dapat ^^ Tapi kalau kua dengan mama, jangan harap la nak dapat. Nak mintak pun x berani =p

Kalau dulu, gula-gula tu was like a chocolate bar, tpi sekarang they're more to 'remedies' for survival in a long and boring lecture ^__^

But then, please drink a lot of water. Candies contain A LOT of SUGAR and preservatives !

* bila fikir balik, time kecik2 dulu, men redah je nak makan ape.. x fikir pun isu2 halal ni.. aiyaa T__T

Gara-gara Physio kah???

2011-04-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

banyak lagi x baceee... T__T

Staring at the notes. 20mins.

Sleepy.

Drink water.

Then, eyes on notes again.

Sleepy.

Sleep.

Wake up.

Find molecular biology's notes again. (Koko Krunch firmly stay at the side. Precautions for any sign of sleepiness again)

Yesterday was not like this. I was awake until 5.20 am with only one hour and half of sleep before having Physiology paper.

What happen tonight is like punishment for abusing myself yesterday.

Not even a topic is finished. Next paper is on Wednesday.

Have mercy on me, please! Let's deal in manner. Stay up and focus, and I'll give you what you want then after the exam finish, ok??? Can you promise to me, Izzati???

Mmmm...well.. let's just see how far will you struggle.

Let's.. on the no notes back. Fight and fight, Izzati!

Te amo ^__^

2011-04-04T01:22:00.001-07:00

These are the generous people that had been giving their love upon me on 30th of March recently ^^ (ade jugak yg pour their love earlier.. =p )

1) Falaha (my very sempoi rumate) - belanja grilled chicken kat Santai few days before, delicious!

2) Anith - Chocolate Indulgence & birthday card

3) Yaumil - Being a mastermind for a surprise party (yke yaumil???) and... most precious, Piano Software (x dapat main piano btul pun, that thing had been more than enough! ^^ )

4) Anjang Anisah, Izzah, Dayah and Dila - cute bee (pndai korg wat trademark kte ea..) and bantal (katil da

pnuh dgan bantal2 and korg pi tmbah ag.. neway, sedap dipeluk! ^^ )

5) Acik Fatin - Famous Amos bear and chocs ^^ !

6) Abah, Mama, Wa & Husna - pi pos kek ke Kuantan! Xpsal2 glamer hari tu.. Hee~

7) Syera & Syu - cupcake dengan cream yg menggunung ^^ (korang ni mmg xnak kasi kte kurus ea??)

8) Wan - belanje sate kat Satay Zul (most probably a farewell party though, she's moving out to stay kat umah die next sem T__T )

9) Ade sorang ni disebabkan die feel guilty x wish my besday, so die offer me to have a gift

request! Wpun x dapat ag, tpi die jnji nak bg, so please look forward for that ye ^^

ni la tanda kaseh & sayang saye.. so i'l gve you all cake tikus ni.. nmpak sedap kan?? ^^

Thousands of thanks to those who wish me for my birthday recently. May Allah bless you ^^

Physiology

2011-04-02T18:07:00.000-07:00

60 Questions with 300 answers.

4 essays - 2 Q's need to be answered.

7 topics with hundreds of pages need to be covered in one day and a half.

All in a battle of 2.5 hours.

I pray for a miracle.

Readers, please pray for me and friends. May Allah bless you T__T

*good luck Izzati! Allah will only gives success on something in the presence of efforts and tawakal. InsyaAllah. Amin

Interference

2011-04-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

In the middle of revising for the next paper tomorrow.

Suddenly remind of a very unexpected scene in our last class of Biochemistry II (but I was absent.. and it was the biggest regret T__T )

******

A message came into the inbox. It was from Yaumil.

Dr. Tariq suddenly asked the whole class : ''Do you like me?''

Everybody was raising up their hands. Yes. Of course they do. I wish to raise both of my hands! ^^

Azra then asking as a reply. ''Sir, do you like us?''

He said, ''Yes''.

With a smile. A warm smile. Very warm. And leave the class.

Yaumil was intended to make me feel envy. And I do. T___T

Moral of the story : I was in a bad situation and I felt even worst when Dr. Tariq said all those things without me in the class. And I wanted to hear and see him in the same scene again so bad! So, no matter how bad your physical condition was at the time, do not skip the very last class of the semester. You will miss something so sweet and need to wait for a year to see what you want to see the most again.

Isk3...

Tomorrow and fight

2011-03-28T18:33:00.000-07:00

What will happen tomorrow?

I just don't know.

Let's hope for nothing since the battle of mind are about to start.

Everyone's playing for only papers, slides and books.

Ya kawan-kawan! (macam dalam rancangan Hugo plak)

Right now, my friends and I are having a big fight, mentally.

A fight where we are not only persuading our brain to load as much as possible facts and terms but also balancing our rationality for not being clumsy if everything is turning upside down.

Faking smile, pimples and eating-a-lot syndrome can be seen during this time.

So,for those who are reading this, even if you'll be having the same thing, let us pray together not only for good marks, prominently for everything to be much easier. Amin!

We'll be having THESE very soon :

31st March - Bahasa Melayu (do not think IT IS EASY! I found it hard now)

2nd April - UNGS 2040K

4th April - Physiology

6th April - Molecular Biology

9th April - Biochemistry II

14th April - Anatomy

Dr. Tariq said that we're not gonna see him next semester and it really do not turn me on! T_T

Will be missing him for 6 months more or less...

So kawan-kawan, again, we are hoping for your pray so that we can perform our best, InsyaAllah.. Good luck for any friends outside there,too!

*remind me of a phrase : Indeed, together with tahajjud, there is success.

Sambung bce buku la Izzati!

Remain in Top 3 ^^

2011-03-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

Kisas remains to be in top 3 spotted for SPM 2010.. Alhamdulillah ^^

Suddenly reminds me of how I responded to myself when I first got the offer to be one of its student. It was frustrated since I was hoping for an offer, perhaps from Sekolah Seri Putri Cyberjaya or maybe Tunku Kurshiah or Sekolah Tun Fatimah. But then, it was Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah, which I wasn't even know what kind of school is that. (Pathetic,huh???!!)

And I mean it. I really didn't know what is Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah at a very first place. I was thinking if this school wasn't just a school but more to a private college like Yayasan Melaka College. Well,a little to proud. Just when everybody : friends and teacher asked me, which school had offered me and I said Kisas, all that I saw were a weird expressions, probably they never know of the existence of this school. And it hurts me a lot.

I'd just knew that it wasn't an ordinary school when Ust Abdullah (our beloved former Principal during that time) had announced that KISAS was on 1st place for the national level for SPM result. And I proud to be one of its family, living in a very sweet and beautiful biah. I love it to death ^^ Thank You KISAS.

Today, those feeling had been thrown away so far away that I can replace it with a feeling of being so proud of my own school. ^^

A place where I knew it was not a regret anymore.

Alhamdulillah for the path you'd given to me, Ya Allah ^^

*Wish to share some 'cute' stories as a KISASian in the next post. Shall I??

2011-03-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

Radioaktif dikesan kota sebelah Tokyo, tiga lagi bandar AS dan Iceland

TOKYO: Ancaman bahan radioaktif berpunca daripada pelepasan radiasi di loji nuklear Fukushima semakin naik selepas tahapnya meningkat di Saitama, bandar bersebelahan Tokyo selain dikesan di beberapa negeri Amerika Syarikat dan juga Eropah.

Di Saitama, tahap radiasi dikesan lebih tinggi dalam sistem pembersihan air di daerah Kawaguchi, dan tidak selamat untuk kanak-kanak.

Pihak berkuasa Kawaguchi mendapati tahap radiasi iodin radioaktif mencapai 120 becquerel, sedikit tinggi daripada paras selamat.

Kelmarin, iodin radioaktif di Tokyo mencapai 210 becquerel di sebuah loji pembersihan air menyebabkan pihak berkuasa menyarankan penduduk tidak memberi air paip untuk diminum kanak-kanak.

Selain itu, pencemaran radiasi juga dikesan di tiga lagi negeri Amerika iaitu Colorado, Oregon dan Hawaii tetapi pihak berkuasa menegaskan ia dalam kadar yang kecil dan membahayakan keselamatan awam.

Agensi Perlindungan Alam Sekitar (EPA) mendedahkan kehadiran radiasi itu tetapi menekankan kadarnya kecil dan terlalu rendah untuk memberi masalah.

Di Oregon, radiasi iodin-131 juga dikesan agensi berkenaan manakala di Hawaii ia dikesan sehari sebelumnya. Radiasi itu dipercayai dari Fukushima. Sebelum ini, Washington dan California melaporkan pencemaran berkenaan.
Di Vienna, radiasi juga dilaporkan sudah tiba di Iceland dan dijangka sampai ke Perancis dan negara Eropah lain tidak lama lagi.

Pihak Berkuasa Keselamatan Iceland mengesahkan bahan radioaktif iodin-131 dikesan tetapi masih pada paras terlalu rendah.

Loji nuklear Fukushima rosak dan melepaskan radiasi sejak dilanda gempa 9 skala Richter dan tsunami yang melanda selepas itu pada 11 Mac lalu.

Usaha menyejukkan loji nukklear itu belum berjaya selepas diganggu letupan, kebakaran dan kebimbangan mengenai radiasi.

Terbaru, tiga pekerja di loji itu terdedah kepada radiasi 180 millisievert dan dibawa ke hospital, kata Fumio Matsuda, jurucakap Agensi Keselamatan Industri dan Nuklear (NISA).

Lebih 20 orang cedera dalam operasi untuk menyejukkan reaktor nuklear Fukushima.
Laporan menyatakan, radiasi sudah menyerap masuk produk tenusu termasuk susu mentah, air laut dan 11 jenis sayur termasuk brokoli yang ditanam dekat lokasi berkenaan.

Lebih 70,000 penduduk sudah dipindahkan dari kawasan 20 kilometer ke loji itu dan 130,000 berada di kawasan 10 kilometer lagi serta dinasihatkan tidak keluar rumah. – Agensi

*Ya Allah, protect our loved ones..

Cute (???) stories

2011-03-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

LAGU KOLEJ ISLAM

DENGAN KURNIA ALLAH YANG ESA

KOLEJ ISLAM TEGAK PERKASA

MEMENUHI HASRAT NAN BANGSA

TINGGI PENGAJIAN AGAMA

BERSENDIKAN ILMU DAN IMAN

MELAHIRKAN MANUSIA TAQWA

PENUH NILAI BUDI BAHASA

BENTUK MORAL FAHAM DUNIA

DI KALA ZAMAN PANCAROBA

KOLEJ ISLAM TERUS BERJASA

MEMBENTUK PERIBADI MULIA

BERKHIDMAT PADA NUSA DAN BANGSA

Still in the mood of appreciating my former school.. ^^

Frankly, i would say that I have forgotten - FULLY forgotten of how to sing this song (am I bad,huh??) For some reason, I dun think this song was frequently sang during assembly. All I remembered was only the national anthem and Asmaul Husna... Again, I'm sorry T__T

In spite of mumbling, pics can be helped,perhaps.. ^^

ni la KISAS or KIK or KIM (tak tahu la zaman bile but i'm sure it was several decades ago)

exam ni or the so called SKK mmg utk spe2 yg tere Arab je la.. basically, the Q's consist of Quran & Sunnah and Syariah in Arabic languange.. (plg special, diorg ckp klu pass xm ni, x pyh amik kursus kawin, i sdri xthu btul ke x, tpi klu btul, mmg rugi la x amik dlu^^ ).. ni yg buat KISAS lg special actually. Byk yg dapat Mumtaz amik xm ni.. ^^

KISAS da mkin lawa skrg ni.. just dlm 2-3 years after I leaved, diorg wat renovation.. A LOT! kalerful sungguh.. da mcm kindergarten.. so far, xpnah dtg tgok dpan2 mte.. and I wish so much..

Paling terkejut part ni la... I xde gmbar dewan kuliah yg lame, tpi ble taw dwan kuliah dah di'renovate'kan jdi mcm ni, somehow, rse lgi beruntung dpt dwn kuliah yg lme wpun aisle die kcik sgt, I sdri x muat nak lalu.. btw, dewan kuliah yg baru ni mmg lawa pun.. T__T

Haaa...sblum jdi court, it was a medium-sized field located in btw of our asrama.. Asrama muslimat(term used to call female students, for male-muslimin), ade 2 je.. kiri and kanan of the court tu haa.. blakang pndok tu ade dewan mkn, bhgian belakang sblh sne plak ade surau and rumah warden a.k.a Ustzah Sumaiyah (klu dlu,itulah rumah wrden ktorg) Untungnye student2 skrg is that they don't have to brbut court bsketball dgn male students lgi sbab da ade court dlm asrama sdri.. lgi best!!

Seriously jeles T___T

Ahha! Dlu, I wasn't an active student pun.. setakat KP(ketua pelajar a.k.a pengawas),pastu men bola baling, men basketball, msuk pertndingan pidato (tu pun smp takat kebgsaan je...opss!) . Macam org lain smpai sijil diorg 2,3 buku sbab active sgt..Ni gmbar persatuan bola baling.. I duk belakang je la ckup sudaaa... Duk dpan2 nnti gmbar org len tggelam pulak.. (haha...kefamesan terlampau)

Roughly,ni map kelas ktorg...cam besar sgt je nak smp nak wat2 map... ni kre kje I la yg tgah xde kje. Frankly speak, I rse kelas I mmg lawa, F4 or F5, kelas ktorg mmg lawa.. Ade sorg classmate ni, die mmg kreatif, rajin, snang cite die ni neat and tidy person la.. skrg amik Architecture kat UIA.. elok sgt la tu.. credit kat Akfan^^ knpe mja ktorg wrne merah, biru, hjau and kuning?? Tu rumah sukan ktorg.. SBP ade system rumah sukan.. ape2 hal : academic, co-curriculum, manners sume masuk dlm markah rumah sukan, kalau nakal, kne tolak.. I dulu rumah Omar (merah).. Ali(kuning), Thariq(hijau) and Khalid(biru).. Omar dgan Ali antre yg very competitive.. Ali selalu on top sbab byk student die tere dlm academic, bdak Omar slalu on top sbab ktorg ni byk tere sports and sahsiah ktorg bagusss! heee~ (cop,diorg ea..not me ^^ ) Ahha... tpi, bilik ktorg ( 13B) pernah dpt bilik paling kemas and bersih.. so ade la jgak contribution kat Omar ^^

Ni tgah SPM mood.. our very last paper - Syariah.. bdk2 len yg x amik Syariah da lme hbeh xm, ktorg je yg kne 'curfew' kat c2 lgi.. ni semua budak2 Omar^^ Hbeh je xm syariah.. Mlm tu my male classmates prepare farewell dinner which was quite ok la... credit again to all muslimin^^

Haaa...ni la my male classmates.. Gambar ni diambil time skola wat jmuan rye if i'm not mistaken.. btw,mintak izin tayang korg kat cni ye..^^ Sume mke innocent lgi time.. Agknye sekarang, ape terms utk diorg ni?? - hensem kah? Kacak kah? Entahla.. ^^ Yg penting diorg ni sume baik2, cooperative wpun ade sstgah hal xbley bwk bincang lgsung..huhu

Sbenanye xnak letak gmbar ni... my face was horrible.. haha.. xpela.. redha je.. time ni F4, siyes mke kanak2 lgi.. amik gmbar pun baik2 je.. tu Cikgu Saiful.. our homeroom teacher.. baik but a bit sensitif ^^.. Beliau ajar Addmath..

Bdak2 KISAS, for me, mmg hebat men komputer kalau nak dibndingkan dgn sye ni.. and diorg ni ade mse nak buat bnde2 mcm ni.. hebat2.. btw,Cikgu Nik Norlan was our Modern Math teacher. Bek tpi kadang2 garang.. but it was cute ^^

Ni lagi satu kje diorg... gmbar ni mybe a bit klaka tpi bkn snang kot nak edit2 cmni.. gmbar ni khas utk our school magazine.. skrg ni da hncur2 buku tu.. Cikgu Wong was our homeroom teacher time F5 and beliau ajar ktorg Addmath.. Beliau ni siyes klaka tpi garang and strict jgk.. Ingat lgi, majority of the class pernah kne rotan dgn Cikgu Wong sbb banyak fail Addmath termasuk la sye ^^ , tpi die rotan perlahan je,cmenye wpun perlahan tpi menusuk ke hti la.. T__T

ni classmate sye time F4.. time ni Naurah da moved out. Sdih la jgak.. ktorg ni ktre minoriti.. Kelas kmi byk budak muslimin... Gambar ni amik kat pond dekat dgn kantin.. cmenye tmpat tu x berapa terjge.. skrg ni xtaw la mcm mne rupe die..

ni classmates time F5... rindu kat diorg... dlu mke budak2..

sekarang mesti sume da lawa2 kan.. ^^ Radin sekarang amik Medic kat Cairo, Farieha amik TeSL kat Christchurch,NZ klu x silap.. yg len sume cintakan Malaysia.. ^^

Finally,ni la gmbar muslimat batch sye... Hebat x? Carilah sye dlm gmbar ni... ^^

* xboleh tgok lme2...mkin rindu dgan skola.... so, itu je la 'cute' stories saye... The End~ ^^

SPM

2011-03-22T01:58:00.000-07:00

SPM's out today!

Yay!

What KISAS will have this time?

I'm looking forward for the ranking in Malaysia please..hehe

And this heartbroken feeling came again, every year..

Alhamdulillah.. Kisas comes 3rd in national level. Congratulations to all adik2 Kisas! ^^

*thinking of moments time amik result.. Kisas biggest rival is still on top.. hebat2..

SUPERmoon..

2011-03-19T19:04:00.000-07:00

No wonder I've been seeing a very nice moon for two days in a row.. Because it was so bright for the last 2 nights that it spread its lit and made the sky looked so warm to touch.

And yesterday, everybody's talking about the moon. Why it was so special that everyone has to say about it?

It's a SUPERMOON.

S.U.P.E.R but not S.A.I.L.O.R (yeah,they're female warriors somehow related to the moon either)

19th March 2011 the Moon around the Earth at a distance of 356577 km (221,567 miles) – the closest pass in 18 years. In some religion, they believe that this is known as the lunar ground and the normal monthly average ground distance of 364,397 kilometers (226,425 miles) will become … Well … like clockwork every orbital period. According to astrologer, Richard Noll, the moon is closer than the average walk is called Extreme SuperMoon. “SuperMoon is a word that I created in 1979 article for the magazine publishing Dell Horoscope, describing what is technically called a ground-syzygy, that is new or full moon (syzygy) which occurs with the Moon or near (within 90%) of its closest approach to earth (ground) in the orbit." Richard says. In short, Earth, Moon and Sun are in line with the moon at its closest approach to Earth.

Opinions aside, it is a scientific fact, when the moon is on the ground, more gravity, creating a higher tides and significant differences in the inflow and outflow. In addition, the tidal influence of the Sun’s gravitational field increases the Moon orbital eccentricity when the orbit major axis according to the Sun-Earth vector. Or, more precisely, when the moon is full or new. We are all aware of the tidal bulge on Earth. The average tidal bulge is closely following the moon in its orbit, and the country turns to the tidal bulges in just over a day. However, the position of rotation drags the tidal bulges forward position directly below the moon.

This produces a torque …

But it is above average torque when the moon is closer? To ask a geologist, you say Sun If you ask an astronomer, they tell you that only about a cataclysmic event in the context of the Earth with the stars. But if you ask me, I’ll tell you that you should draw your own opinion. Even the American Meteorological Society says: "Tidal forces contribute to ocean currents that moderate global temperature by transporting heat towards the poles. It was suggested that among other factors, can beat the harmonic changes in tidal forcing contribute to climate change. SuperMoons are notable for their close association with the extreme tidal forces working in what the ancient astrologers had said the mundane world: the atmosphere, crust and oceans of our home planet – including us, of course. From the extreme coastal tides into a powerful storm with strong earthquakes and volcanic eruptions, the natural world over-and under the influence of seizures SuperMoon alignment – within three days so as to exact syzygy, as a general rule," says Nölle.

Obviously it will not be the case that all hell will break out all over the world within a few days after both sides SuperMoons. For most of us, it raised the risk geocosmic alignment SuperMoon pass with little notice in our immediate vicinity. This is a fairly spacious planet, after all. But the fact remains that SuperMoon is planetary in scale, with a special alignment of Earth, Sun and Moon. It is similar to the planetary scale, in the sense that there is no place on Earth that are not subject to tidal forces on the ground floor-syzygy.

If you have time to really look at the work Nölle find that he does not believe that earthquakes and volcanic eruptions go wandering around the planet. They occur in predictable locations, like the infamous “Ring of Fire” around the Pacific plate. “If you (or plan to be) instead, which is the subject of seismic tremors in stress SuperMoon window, it’s not hard to figure out that it is prepared to the extent that you, not a bad idea. Likewise, people on the coast prepare for extreme tidal surges. Strong storms on the other hand, can strike anywhere, so it is imperative that we all were prepared for rough weather when SuperMoon alignment form. ”

Does this mean that I am about to buy into astrology? Not hardly. But what I believe in is respect for other’s work and views. It’s very clear that Nölle done your homework astronomy – as well as with great attention to the current political and social situation. “This means that there is nothing wrong with making sensible preparations for this year SuperMoons.” Quips Richard. “The worst that can happen, if not the worst part is that you end up with a fresh supply of batteries and candles, some other bottled water and canned food, maybe a full tank and the evacuation of packed just in case." (U.S. Department of Homeland Security detailed evacuation kit stocks, quote them, “it could mean the difference between life and death.”) And maybe you’ll think twice about being in transit and more vulnerable to weather hazards and delays, which are so common in alignment SuperMoon. It is the kind of sensible measures that can make a big difference if the worst has come to pass.

Offended

2011-03-16T20:43:00.000-07:00

I knew he wasn't in a good mood today at the first place. The clock was already 8.30pm and he stood at the front waiting for the latecomers as usual. And I knew he was moody by the way of his voice's sounded the moment he asked the whole room about quiz.

Latecomers were 'most welcome' to sit in front. At the VIP seat.

''VIP always late and not punctual. They'll come anytime they want''. That's how he responded. It was fine at first and since all the latecomers were brothers.

''I shall give them an honor to stand on the stage with me for those who'll be coming more late than this''. He wasn't playing. He meant for it. Seriously.

And the lecture start. Recombinant DNA Technology was the last topic before the final exam.

He was hoping for some sort of discussion class : He'll ask questions and we should response since this topic has been quite known.

It was a bad discussion,initially. Very bad responses from the room. What is the meaning of recombinant? What is recombinant technology? What is gene modification and natural hybridization?

While repeatedly 'shooting' us with questions, latecomers came from the back of the class and his face was a little bit change. He was inviting 7 latecomers standing at the stage together with him for 2 hours. I was thinking if he would give them a seat soon but it wasn't. He seriously wanted them so bad to stand. A punishment.

Leaving them aside, he continued with the KIV questions onto us.

Silence. No single voice came to response. It was there, but only one or two that stood up and said something and the rest were so dumb and numb. Including me.

''There was a meeting day before yesterday with professors from the Osaka University and one of them told that Japanese student was great that they came to the class regularly, never skipping even once and they are very punctual. Coming to the class on time. But the biggest problems among them is they do not know and understood what they've learnt before. They came, but they're going back with empty mind. But to compare with all of you is too much differences. You are not punctual, coming late to the class and even worse, you don't know anything about what you've learnt.''

Silence again.

''You aren't offended?? I'm insulting you and you are not offended?? How am I suppose to insult you and make you angry with me? ..... Right, you are GARBAGE PEOPLE and you don't know nothing!''

Silence.

''No one wants to say I'm not garbage and defend yourself????!!''

There was one. Finally.

She's saving the whole class.. Well, it should be that she's saving herself.

And the class turn normal as usual.

*******

I was first offended. So offended my heart was like ripping out. GARBAGE PEOPLE. He's surely not playing with that words.

Shocked. Frustrated because he was my most favourite lecturer. The most sparkling among all. And today he was acting out of my expectation.

I shall feel the same if I'm in his place. He was expecting that we knew at least a bit. Responsing to every questions he asked.

I could see frustration on his face. He might think that Malay students like us are pathetic. He isn't Malaysian.

He is an awesome lecturer I've ever met. Always justifying questions with accurate examples and let the rest for us to think the implicit meaning behind of the examples, relating hadith and quranic verses to every points he has, giving story of Prophets and His Companion, he has a lot.

I shall say that he possessing too much knowledge. He knows every single thing and being so humble for he had.

And that is why I like him so much ^^

I'm offended for the past few hours, but now I'm not.

I'll prove it in Biochemistry and Molecular Biochemistry. All that I need is your pray and bless for all knowledges you had given on me and friends.

*Ya rabb, unsurna fi ad-deen, fi ad-dunya wa al-alakhirat.. Amin

What was found in coastal area of Mexico before tsunami hits Japan

2011-03-16T00:10:00.000-07:00

Ekoran gempa bumi berukuran 8.9 skala Richter di luar pantai Sendai di Jepun 11hb March lalu, sebuah persisiran pantai di Mexico telah ‘dihadiri’ dengan sekumpulan besar ikan berbagai jenis. Antaranya yang dilihat adalah ikan sardin, ikan pelata, ikan bass dan ikan bilis. Kehadiran ikan-ikan tersebut membuatkan suasana persisiran pantai dilitupi dengan warna hitam gelap berminyak.

Bagi nelayan di kawasan pantai Acapulco, ia bagaikan bulan jatuh ke riba. Mereka hanya menggunakan pukat, bakul dan apa sahaja yang tercapai untuk menangkap ikan-ikan tersebut.

“Di sana dalam 20 hingga 30 orang nelayan bersama-sama anak-anak mereka mengambil kesempatan atas fenomena ini”, ujar Carlos Morales yang turut teruja menyaksikan fenomena pelik tersebut.

Nelayan di sekitar kawasan tersebut yakin kejadian pelik ini berlaku kerana bencana Tsunami yang melanda Jepun baru-baru ini.

Walaubagaimanapun, para pakar tidak pasti kejadian ini mempunyai kaitan dengan Tsunami di Jepun.

“Tsunami sememangnya boleh mengubah sesuatu, namun ia jauh untuk mendakwa ia ada kaitan(dengan tsunami di Jepun)”, kata Rich Briggs yang juga ahli geologi daripada U.S Geological Survey.

Lihat gambar-gambar yang sempat dirakam di luar persisiran pantai Mexico:

taken from http://takusahrisau.wordpress.com

p/s: 7 years ago, when the same tsunami hit Aceh, Gamat and all types of sea creatures was found a lot at Port Dickson coast area. 7 years was a long time,right??

2011-03-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

Japan Nuclear Emergency: How Much Radiation is Safe?

Government officials have confirmed that radiation has leaked from the Fukushima power plant site in Northern Japan, where workers are scrambling to prevent a meltdown at two damaged reactors. The surrounding area has been evacuated. It's difficult to ascertain how much radiation has already leaked from the plant--or what the exposure will be if either or both of the reactors suffer a total meltdown. But one thing seems likely: Japan will soon have to ask one of the most vexing scientific questions related to public health: what is a "safe" level of radiation? When can residents return to their homes?

An overheating nuclear power plant can let off vapor packed full of high energy by-products. Scientists have a pretty firm grasp on what this radiation does to the human body in high doses: it causes agonizing and often fatal damage in a matter of days or hours. But controversy remains over the effects of low-dose radiation—the sort that does not make an individual ill but which may lead to cancer.

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Japan Earthquake: before and after

Aerial photos taken over Japan have revealed the scale of devastation across dozens of suburbs and tens of thousands of homes and businesses.
Hover over each satellite photo to view the devastation caused by the earthquake and tsunami.
Click http://www.abc.net.au/news/events/japan-quake-2011/beforeafter.htm to see real pictures of Japan land

2011-03-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

''Malaysian newspaper pokes fun at recent tsunami disasters

Local Malaysian newspaper Berita Harian published a caricature in their editor's column today that depicts the popular Japanese cartoon character Ultraman as trying to outrun an incoming tsunami.

The publication has received tremendous criticisms by readers, who accuse the editors as being "inconsiderate and distasteful". Several political leaders have even stepped out and demand a public apology, to which the editors promptly made on their publication's Facebook fan page.''

sources : http://ireport.cnn.com/docs/DOC-570978

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This is how Malaysian reporters behaved when all other human in Japan are struglling to survive.

Malaysian reporters are SO WISE they finally express their SYMPATHY through silly jokes!

Clever,huh!

What a shame!

Don't feel like we're too strong enough to handle such disaster ourselves.

Allah is The Most Justice He can send anything to us at anytime..

ape la nak jadi dengan manusia-manusia sekarang.. ape yang seronoknya ketawa dekat orang yang tengah susah????

Ya Allah we seek Your Forgiveness!

Major tsunami damage in N Japan after 8.9 quake

2011-03-11T02:05:00.000-08:00

A powerful tsunami spawned by the largest earthquake in Japan's recorded history slammed the eastern coast Friday, sweeping away boats, cars, homes and people as widespread fires burned out of control. A local news report said at least 15 people were killed.

The magnitude 8.9 offshore quake was followed by at least 19 aftershocks, most of them of more than magnitude 6.0. Dozens of cities and villages along the 1,300-mile (2,100-kilometer) stretch of the country's eastern shore were shaken by violent tremors that reached as far away as Tokyo, hundreds of miles (kilometers) from the epicenter in the sea off the northeastern coast.

A tsunami warning was issued for the entire Pacific, including areas as far away as South America, the entire U.S. West Coast, Canada and Alaska.

Kyodo news agency said 15 people were killed. The government confirmed only five deaths.

"The earthquake has caused major damage in broad areas in northern Japan," Prime Minister Naoto Kan said at a news conference.

Even for a country used to earthquakes, this one was of horrific proportions.

Large fishing boats and other sea vessels rode high waves into the cities, slamming against overpasses. Upturned and partially submerged vehicles were seen bobbing in the water.

Waves of muddy waters swept over farmland near the city of Sendai, carrying buildings, some on fire, inland as cars attempted to drive away. Sendai airport, north of Tokyo, was inundated with cars, trucks, buses and thick mud deposited over its runways. Fires spread through a section of the city, public broadcaster NHK reported.

The tsunami roared over embankments, washing cars, houses and farm equipment inland before reversing directions and carrying them out to sea. Flames shot from some of the houses, probably because of burst gas pipes.

"Our initial assessment indicate that there has already been enormous damage," Chief government spokesman Yukio Edano said. "We will make maximum relief effort based on that assessment."

He said the Defense Ministry was sending troops to the quake-hit region. A utility aircraft and several helicopters were on the way.

A large fire erupted at the Cosmo oil refinery in Ichihara city in Chiba prefecture near Tokyo and was burning out of control with 100-foot (30 meter) -high flames whipping into the sky.

NHK showed footage of a large ship being swept away and ramming directly into a breakwater in Kesennuma city in Miyagi prefecture.

The U.S. Geological Survey said the 2:46 p.m. quake was a magnitude 8.9, the biggest earthquake to hit Japan since officials began keeping records in the late 1800s, according to NHK.

A tsunami warning was extended to a number of Pacific, Southeast Asian and Latin American nations, including Japan, Russia, Indonesia, New Zealand and Chile. In the Philippines, authorities said they expect a 3-foot (1-meter) high tsunami.

The quake struck at a depth of six miles (10 kilometers), about 80 miles (125 kilometers) off the eastern coast, the agency said. The area is 240 miles (380 kilometers) northeast of Tokyo.

In downtown Tokyo, large buildings shook violently and workers poured into the street for safety. TV footage showed a large building on fire and bellowing smoke in the Odaiba district of Tokyo. The tremor bent the upper tip of the iconic Tokyo Tower, a 333-meter (1,093-foot) steel structure inspired by the Eiffel Tower in Paris.

Several nuclear plants along the coast were partially shut down, but there were no reports of any radioactive leakage.

In central Tokyo, trains were stopped and passengers walked along the tracks to platforms. NHK said more than 4 million buildings were without power in Tokyo and its suburbs.

A large numbers of people waited at Tokyo's Shinjuku station, the world's busiest train station, for service to resume so they could go home. TV announcers urged workers not to leave their offices to prevent injuries in case of more strong aftershocks.

Osamu Akiya, 46, was working in Tokyo at his office in a trading company when the quake hit.

It sent bookshelves and computers crashing to the floor, and cracks appeared in the walls.

"I've been through many earthquakes, but I've never felt anything like this," he said. "I don't know if we'll be able to get home tonight."

Footage on NHK from their Sendai office showed employees stumbling around and books and papers crashing from desks. It also showed a glass shelter at a bus stop in Tokyo completely smashed by the quake and a weeping woman nearby being comforted by another woman.

Several quakes had hit the same region in recent days, including a 7.3 magnitude one on Wednesday.

Thirty minutes after the main quake, tall buildings were still swaying in Tokyo and mobile phone networks were not working. Japan's Coast Guard set up a task force and officials were standing by for emergency contingencies, Coast Guard official Yosuke Oi said.

"I'm afraid we'll soon find out about damages, since the quake was so strong," he said.

Tokyo's main airport was closed. A large section of the ceiling at the 1-year-old airport at Ibaraki, about 50 miles (80 kilometers) northeast of Tokyo, fell to the floor with a powerful crash.

Dozens of fires were reported in northern prefectures of Fukushima, Sendai, Iwate and Ibaraki. Collapsed homes and landslides were also reported in Miyagi.

Japan's worst previous quake was in 1923 in Kanto, an 8.3-magnitude temblor that killed 143,000 people, according to USGS. A 7.2-magnitude quake in Kobe city in 1996 killed 6,400 people.

Japan lies on the "Ring of Fire" — an arc of earthquake and volcanic zones stretching around the Pacific where about 90 percent of the world's quakes occur, including the one that triggered the Dec. 26, 2004, Indian Ocean tsunami that killed an estimated 230,000 people in 12 nations. A magnitude-8.8 temblor that shook central Chile last February also generated a tsunami and killed 524 people.

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Associated Press writers Jay Alabaster, Mari Yamaguchi, Tomoko A. Hosaka and Yuri Kageyama contributed to this report.

*taken from Yahoo! News

i2i-studio : one after another, bad become worse... May Allah protect them.. Amin

hopefully....

2011-03-11T01:00:00.001-08:00

Am looking forward for this event tomorrow ^^

Am looking forward for my lecturer, Dr.Tariq's presentation too ^^

Am looking forward for BBQ dinner...

Am looking forward for great and interesting FYP's and Oral competition also..

so that I will be able to have a great FYP too...

even if it will take 2-days fully booked which I can't have a mind of not attending any of single sub-event.

(Well,it takes a long time to consider and persuade myself of paying RM75 for this)

Jangan berkira!

Hoping for an excitement! Fight-oh!

I'm not sleeping

2011-03-10T06:11:00.001-08:00

''rezeki orang lain-lain. Someday will be yours''

that will always be the other way to say ''it's ok'' or maybe ''it's alright'' to myself.

but this time i have to add something, stronger :

''it's not only rezeki is all matters, but it's about effort. it's true when it comes to luck and fate. Different. Time takes everything. But, Allah observe the effort instead of procrastination. Keep dreaming and hoping but u gain nothing in the end except to feel hurt and silly for being an effortless girl. Please...''

He deserve for how hard he'd been through all this while.

Bro, I can follow you, right???

I might be late but someday i'll prove it.

Take everything on the positive side.

Allah wants you to put more effort, to feel the obstacles more than other people might deserve to have the same, to experience the sweetness of going through the difficulties and most prominently to have patience and see how wonderful that feeling can be.

Yes, Izzati! Husnuzhan will be the best...

InsyaAllah. Aim for final!

Amin, Ya Rabb Alamin..

Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja'altahu sahla,

allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir wa bi tamimi al-khair,

Amin....

new crush : for my birthday present ^^

2011-03-08T04:41:00.000-08:00

How can i have a brand new softbank handphone?

This one...

Isn't it cute???

Even cute in my favourite color ^^

I wish so bad to own one...

The death of excitability

2011-02-27T00:18:00.000-08:00

Just because I am 'TOO' busy then I do not how am I suppose to manage myself. Concentrating on the Physiology term paper project : Appendicitis and Carcinoid Syndrome is somehow has turning off my interest on cyber stuffs (not for fb,of course).

Or maybe because I have no issues to come up, losing ideas from day to day.

Anatomy, Molecular Biology and Biochemistry are some sorts of thing I have to put my concerns on them rather than spending much time of the keyboard. Well,it's normal since I am Science School Student,huh?

I'm looking forward for my free-trip to Gombak this week. Hoping if the trip with Wan will be interesting. What am I really looking for is my most favourite 'world-heaven': MPH Midvalley.. ^^ I do not know if I have a time to step into the bookstore, shrinking myself at the corner and read books for hours.. [sigh].. it's been so long.. so long since i left PJ..

This Monday will be my last Biochemistry lab, and hopefully that will be my last and hateful time to leave and forget someone I have to do so. Yes, I have to make it hateful,terrible and miserable moment just because I am obligating myself or else I will suffer the same 'heart disease' again. It sucks when you have an illness with no cure or antidepressants.

I have to struggle. I mean,seriously.. my mid term were so bad I do not know how to describe. The effects of spending too much time on my lappy,perhaps..

And I meant it. Means I have to leave now.. ^^

Anybody, please give some good issues to discuss,ok?? It will be good for neurons-generating and growth.

Bagaimana Rasulullah, bagaimanakah kita?

2011-02-17T00:21:00.002-08:00

Mari kita bercerita tentang Nabi kita,
Iaitu Rasulullah SAW, penyelamat manusia dunia akhirat,
Walaupun sebelum ini kita telah menceritakan banyak kali tentangnya,
Mungkin kita ceritakan disudut-sudut lain yang belum diceritakan lagi,
Kalau pun diceritakan lagi banyak kali tidak mengapa,
Supaya yang lupa diingat kembali,
Bertambah ingat lagi,
Nabi Muhammad SAW orang luar biasa yang tidak ada taranya,
Sebelum dan sesudahnya dikalangan manusia,
Sekalipun dikalangan para rasul dan para nabi yang telah diberita,
Dia adalah rohnya malaikat dan tubuhnya manusia,
Orang paling cerdik dan paling bersih rohnya,
Dikalangan manusia sebelum dan sesudahnya,
Maka dia diberi julukan oleh Tuhan ‘fathonah’,
Bahkan yang paling ‘Fathonah’ dikalangan rasul-Nya,
Ilmunya bukan didapati dari aqalnya,
Walaupun dia orang yang paling tajam aqalnya,
Dia mendapat ilmu dijatuhkan Tuhan didalam hatinya,
Wahyu namanya, dia belajar langsung dari Tuhannya,
Kerana inilah dia tidak perlu menulis
Dan membaca seperti manusia biasa,
Kerana itulah ilmunya tidak dilupa sepanjang masa,
Kalau dari aqal mungkin dilupakannya,
Ilmunya menceritakan dunia dan akhirat,
Tawakalnya luarbiasa,
Sebab itulah dimalamnya makanan tidak disimpan untuk esok harinya
Dan diberikan kepada manusia yang memerlukannya
Kerana dia yakin, kalau esoknya dia hidup
Tuhan merezekikannya,
Dia tidak membunuh orang,
Walaupun disetengah-setengah waktu dia boleh membunuhnya,
Tapi dia tidak membunuhnya,
Dia mengambil jalan yang utama,
Iaitu memaafkannya,
Kerana itu orang itu Islam ditangannya,
Beraninya luarbiasa tiada tandingannya,
Dia sanggup lalu dihadapan musuhnya seorang diri,
Musuhnya tidak mengapa-apakannya bahkan terpinga-pinga,
Kasih sayangnya sangat ketara,
Terutama kepada fakir miskin, anak-anak yatim dan janda-janda,
Orang yang bersalah dimaafkannya,
Sekalipun orang itu tidak memintanya,
Pernah hamba sahaya hendak dihukum oleh tuannya,
Dia membuka bajunya untuk disebat,
Pengganti hamba sahaya, tuan hamba sahaya itu malu dibuatnya,
Lalu dimerdekakannya,
Pernah Rasulullah SAW membeli hamba sahaya kemudian dimerdekakannya,
Pemurahnya tidak ada taranya,
Macam angin kencang lajunya,
Tiada siapa yang boleh menandinginya,
Dan tidak pernah menghampakan orang yang meminta,
Sekalipun dia terpaksa berhutang buat sementara,
Kalau ada orang mengata dan menghinanya,
Dia diam sahaja, tidak menjawabnya,
Gembiranya tidak ketawa, hanya senyum sahaja,
Cuma ketaranya pada mukanya,
Bahkan tidak pernah menghina orang atau mengata aibnya,
Sekalipun musuhnya,
Rasulullah makannya sedikit sekadar mengalas perutnya
Dia tidak pernah makan seorang, sekalipun lapar,
Paling tidak, dia makan berdua,
Tapi kalau dia tidak suka setengah jenis makanan itu,
Dia tidak pula mencercanya,
Kalau dia marah dengan orang, disembunyikan marahnya
Sehingga orang tidak tahu marahnya,
Dia tidak pernah melahirkan jijik kepada manusia,
Sebab itu dia sanggup makan dengan orang
berkudis-kudis badannya,
Sabarnya luarbiasa,
Tentang ujian yang Tuhan timpakan kepadanya
berbagai-bagai bentuknya,
Dia redha,
Lantaran itu Tuhan beri dia gelaran ‘Ulul Azmi’
Yang tiada bandingannya,
Bahkan dia ketua ‘Ulul Azmi’, dikalangan rasul-rasul,
Ditangannya lahirlah murid-murid yang luarbiasa,
Diberi gelaran sahabat namanya,
Ratusan ribu banyaknya, lebih seratus ribu bilangannya,
Ini tidak pernah berlaku dikalangan rasul-rasul
sebelumnya,
Semua sahabat-sahabatnya masuk syurga,
Kerana dosa-dosa mereka diampunkan oleh Tuhannya,
Kerana menjadi sahabat-sahabatnya,
Sahabat-sahabatnya laksana bintang-bintang dilangit,
Rasul adalah bulan purnama,
Hatinya tidak tidur sekalipun matanya tidur,
Menunjukan hatinya sentiasa jaga,
Sebab itulah kalau dia tidur tidak membatalkan wudhu’nya,
Dia menghormati manusia sesuai dengan darjatnya,
Sekalipun orang itu kafir,
Kadang-kadang dibentangkan serbannya untuk tempat duduk tetamunya
Kerana menghormati tetamunya,
Dia tidak mengutuk dan melaknat makhluk Tuhan,
Sekalipun binatang yang melata,
Begitu juga tidak pernah melakukan kesalahan,
Sekalipun menyalahi utama,
Kalau dia melihat perempuan, matanya ditundukannya,
Dia orang paling pemalu,
Malunya kalah anak dara yang paling pemalu,
Sebab itu seumur hidup dia tidak pernah
Melihat kemaluannya dan kemaluan isterinya,
Kalau dia lalu, tidak dibenarkan perempuan dihadapannya,
Ibadahnya banyak, terutama diwaktu malam,
Hingga bengkak-bengkak kakinya,
Dia suka berkhidmat dengan isteri-isteri dan keluarga,
Bukan diarah-arahkan oleh isteri-isterinya,
Tapi dia buat dengan sukarela,
Kerana mencari redha Tuhannya,
Dia sebaik-baik suami,
Tidak mampu orang lain membuatnya,
Bahkan dia berkhidmat dengan musuhnya,
Satu cerita yang menyayat hati kita,
Seorang buta yang benci kepadanya.
Rasul berkhidmat tanpa diketahuinya,
Hingga sampai waktu wafatnya,
Diganti oleh Saidina Abu Bakar untuk berkhidmat kepadanya,
Tapi dirasakan olehnya ada kelainan dari sebelumnya,
Kamu ni siapa?
Saidina Abu Bakar berkata “Saya Abu Bakar
Pengganti Rasul berkhidmat kepada kamu,
Yang Rasul itu sudah wafat”
Sibuta itu terkejut!
Rupanya yang berkhidmat padanya orang yang paling
dibenci,
Kerana terkejutnya menjadikan dia mati,
Tapi sempat dia mengucap dua kalimah syahadat,
Islamlah dia,
Kalau dia bersahabat atau berkawan
Mengutamakan kawannya,
Bahkan berkhidmat kepada sahabatnya,
Setiap orang yang bergaul, berpuas hati dengannya,
Setiap orang merasa dia dihormatinya,
Walaupun berbagai-bagai peringkat kedudukannya,
Mari kita teruskan cerita tentang nabi kita,
Supaya lebih terperinci lagi
Cerita dan beritanya,
Dia manusia luarbiasa kekasih Tuhannya,
Agar lebih nampak dia manusia istimewa,
Dia tidak akan makan sebelum lapar,
Dia akan berhenti sebelum kenyang,
Tidak macam manusia biasa,
Dia tidak suka makanan banyak jenis lauknya,
Kalau dia suka kerana Tuhannya,
Kalau dia marah pun kerana Tuhannya,
Bukan kerana peribadinya,
Dia wafat, boleh dikatakan tidak meninggalkan harta,
Dia tidak meninggalkan sembahyang jemaah,
Kecuali sekali saja didalam hidupnya,
Iaitu waktu sakit hingga membawa wafatnya,
Makan minumnya bukan diusahakannya,
Tetapi setiap kali hendak makan, ada rezekinya,
Tapi pengikutnya disuruh berusaha,
Terutama yang ada keluarga,
Dia tidak menerima upah,
Lebih-lebih lagi meminta upah,
Kerana usaha perjuangannya,
Tetapi ulama dihari ini, memakan upah
Dari usaha dakwahnya,
Seperti yang dibuat oleh kebanyakan ulama-ulama yang
cinta dunia,
Bahkan ada ulama yang meminta upah dari dakwah dan
pengajiannya,
Takut dengan Tuhan ketara dimukanya,
Dia beristerikan janda kaya, Khadijah namanya,
Hartanya diserahkan habis kepadanya,
Tetapi nabi korbankan harta itu semuanya,
Dan nabi, kalau dia berkawan, sebaik-baik kawan,
Kalau dia dirumah, sebaik-baik bapa,
Kalau dia bersama isteri, sebaik-baik suami,
Kalau dia memimpin, sebaik-baik pemimpin,
Kalau dia bercakap lantang suaranya,
Tegang urat marihnya,
Kalau dia bercakap bak mutiara,
Sangat berkesan pada jiwa orang yang mendengarnya,
Kalau dia berucap atau berpidato,
tidak ada gelak ketawa manusia yang mendengarnya
Kerana manusia yang mendengar insaf dibuatnya,
Tidak seperti ulama-ulama hari ini,
Kalau mereka bercakap gelak ketawa orang yang
mendengarnya,
Kerana yang dicakapkan itu dari lidahnya,
Bukan dari hatinya,
Nabi kalau bercakap singkat-singkat sahaja, tidak
meleret,
Tidak seperti kebanyakan manusia,
Dia bercakap pendek sahaja,
Tapi terhimpun berbagai-bagai ilmu didalamnya,
Dikatakan oleh hadis ‘jawa miul kalim’
Kata-katanya singkat tapi padat,
Kata-katanya singkat tapi maksudnya luas,
Kata-katanya singkat tapi puas dan menggetarkan jiwa,
Tidak seperti orang lain bercakap berjela-jela, isinya
tiada,
Masa terbuang cakapnya tidak menggetarkan jiwa,
Kita sambung lagi cerita nabi kita,
Nabi tidak suka berjalan-jalan membuang masa,
Juga tidak akan bercakap yang sia-sia,
Sekalipun tidak berdosa,
Kalau dia ketawa tidak berbunyi,
Insafnya dapat dilihat dimukanya,
Takutnya kepada Tuhan dimukanya ketara,
Dia melahirkan kegembiraan bila
Kawan-kawannya gembira,
Dia melahirkan kesedihan diatas kesedihan
kawan-kawannya,
Rasulullah mudah menangis
Kerana takuntukan Tuhannya,
Rasulullah tahu Tuhan kasih kepadanya,
Akhlaknya sungguh agung,
Tuhan memujinya,
Bahkan mengatakan dia yang paling bertaqwa dikalangan
manusia
Sebelum dan sesudahnya,
Seolah-olah dia tidak mendengar apa yang Tuhan kata
terhadap dirinya,
Tuhan berkata “Akhlaknya, sungguh agungnya,
tidak ada siapa boleh menandinginya,
tetapi dia tidak merasa bangga, dia tetap merasa
hamba”
Dia tetap dapat mengekalkan rasa takut dengan
Tuhannya,
Rasa kehambaan sentiasa didalam hatinya,
Bahkan tidak pernah putus daripada perasaannya,
Soal Tuhan memujinya itu hak Tuhannya,
Tapi dia tetap merasa hamba kepada Tuhannya,
Tawadhu’ dengan Tuhannya, sentiasa ada,
Sangat ketara, didalam hidupnya,
Dia berpakaian jubah dan serban,
Warna yang dia suka kebanyakannya putih dan hijau,
Warna lain ada juga dipakainya,
Tapi sekali sekala,
Makan yang dia suka, susu dan tamar,
Daging sebagai lauknya,
Itulah penguat badannya,
Demikianlah secara ringkas
Yang global tentang cerita nabi kita,
Yang tidak disebut berusahalah untuk mempelajarinya,
Didalam sejarah nabi kita ada dicerita,
Mukjizat banyak berlaku ditangannya,
Yang lahir dan yang batin,
Yang besar ialah Al Quran dan Al Hadith,
Yang kekal sampai keakhir zaman,
Untuk pengajaran dan panduan kepada manusia,
Demi keselamatan manusia dunia dan akhiratnya,
Tetapi apa yang disebutkan itu
Sudah memada,
Bagi orang yang tiada masa mengkajinya,
Kalau peribadi seseorang itu dapat menggambarkan
bayangan nabi kita,
Orang itu boleh menjadi ikutan manusia,
Kalau dia memimpin, Tuhan memberkatinya,
Betapalah kalau dia pemimpin yang Tuhan janjikan buat
manusia,
Tetapi apa yang berlaku diakhir zaman ini,
Orang yang menceritakan nabi,
Dia melupakan diri,
Dia menceritakan memujikan nabi,
Tapi dirinya tidak terpuji,
Kerana itulah banyak cakap tidak memberi kesan
Seseorang itu banyak cakap tidak menggambarkan sikap
nabinya,
Walaupun dia seorang pemimpin,
Orang tidak suka mengikutnya,
Lidahnya tidak masin,
Dia berkata tidak mengkotanya,
Bahkan orang yang mengata dan mencerca dibelakangnya,
Bahkan anak isterinya tidak menghormatinya,
Sekianlah adanya.

Fallen

2011-02-14T02:42:00.000-08:00

''Today we're falling but there's no guarantee for tomorrow''

''but there is possibility''

''Confidence is what you can never lose dik. What kind of possibility u're talking rite now, and where ur confidence is heading to. It's all back to yourself. You yang decide everything''

''then the blame is on me''

''adik,you can point everything on you tpi if u keep on doing this, then u're actually destroying urself slowly. Allah tak suka orang yang berterus-terusan zalim terhadap diri sendiri. Cik Am faham situasi adik, cik Am pun dulu macam tu, tapi sampai bile adik? U still have time to change. A very ample time. Kalau adik rse target adik dah banyak lari, then set a new, one that u think u can achieve it. Adik sendiri tahu ape yang Allah cakap kan? Manusia merancang, and Dia pun merancang tapi the Ultimate planner is Him. Macam mane orang Islam nak maju kalau sekali jatuh die xnak bangkit, even she's paranoid to wake up? U'll have what it takes to be what you want dik if u dare not to lose, dare to challenge yourself and dare to say yes to yourself. Cik Am tahu adik boleh buat. Wake up slow2 tapi consistent. Istiqamah dalam beramal walaupun sedikit itu kan lebih dituntut dalam agama. Cry if you want tapi promise dengan cik Am, adik tak boleh feel bad lme2.. hari ni lepaskan semua tu, esok, start anew.. kalau cik Am ade kat sne, cik Am akan tolong adik the best I can.''

What more I can say. Even before I intended to call Cik Am pun, too much tears I've been wasting for. Ni kan pulak bile2 Cik Am dah berkata2.

''adik dah lame x share problems dengan Allah actually,cik Am, maybe because of this, Allah nak remind me back..''

''that's the best dik.. bercerita dengan manusia, belum tentu die boleh tolong, sekadar menjadi pendengar je, tapi if u share with Him, Dialah yang mendengar and cepat atau lambat, Dia akan tolong dik..''

I want to be like Cik Am. Husnuzhan, x pernah lupa Allah. Me?

That's a sad thing. It's a shame. My bad. My faults. Even I do not know how to describe the feeling of guilty on Him. Bila susah baru terkedek-kedek datang nak mengadu kat Dia.

Ampunkan aku Ya Allah! (T__T)

Finally he did so..HM

2011-02-10T19:16:00.000-08:00

I got goosebumps when I see this :

Subhanallah! Kalaulah seluruh umat Islam boleh bersatu untuk agama sepertimana mereka ini bersatu menuntut hak, insyaAllah umat Islam takkan dipijak2 lagi.. Betul2 sebak melihatkan seluruh manusia yg berkumpul, sama-sama melakukan sujud syukur.. Pengertian syukur kita yang melihat mahupun merasakannya dari jauh mungkin tak sama seperti mana rasa syukur mereka yang telah hidup bersama-sama HM selama 30 tahun.

Allah mendengar doa hamba-hambaNya.. Allah melihat usaha mereka sepanjang 18 hari bersuara keras menentang.. Allah melihat kesabaran mereka yang dah menderita 30 tahun. Alhamdulillah, semakin saya cuba nak merasakan perasaan syukur itu, makin sebak rasanya, makin terasa air mata ni nak menakung mata..

Moga kerusi Mr. President yang kosong tu bakal diisi bukannya dengan seorang pemimpin tetapi seorang khalifah dengan paksi khilafah islamiah sebagai rujukan. Amin. Moga-moga beliau adalah seseorang yang cukup saya kagumi seperti Ahmadinejad dan Erdogan.

Dan ayat ini dah cukup membuatkan hati ini terkedu melihat kekuasaan Allah :

''Tidak berganjak walaupun sedikit, selepas buat pertama kalinya umat Islam di Mesir bersolat Jumaat dengan 2 juta makmum dan satu imam, malam yang bersejarah ini, melaporkan bahawa Hosni Mubarak meninggalkan Kaherah dan beredar ke Sharm Sheikh di Sinai, dan Omar Suleiman mengumumkan perletakan jawatan Taghut besar itu.

Moga tertebus kepedihan yang ditanggung oleh rakyat yang diseksa.

Moga terubat tahanan-tahanan pendapat (prisoners of opinion) di penjara Mesir.

Moga sembuh al-Azhar daripada campur tangan regim.

Moga terbuka jalan pulang Sheikh Yusuf al-Qaradhawi ke bumi Kinanah.

Moga terawat kerinduan Sheikh Kamal Helbawi yang lama berkelana di bumi Eropah.

Moga sirna kepungan derita umat di Gaza dan Palestin.

Moga bermakna 12 Februari 2011 pada mengenang terbunuhnya pengasas al-Ikhwan al-Muslimin, Hassan al-Banna pada 12 Februari 1949.

Segalanya, ameen untuk semua itu!''

Fasabbih bihamdi rabbika wastaghfirh!!

(Thank You Allah yg mmg kena dengan khbar gembira ni.. Allah Ya Allah! )

Frust

2011-02-01T23:30:00.001-08:00

A post with 100percent of despair, frustrated and extreme disappointment.

It was about 5-6 years ago when our beloved PM now was not sitting on the chair yet. When Pak Lah announced that he would pass over to Najib, nothing came into my mind first except for a feeling of THESE : HATE, WORRY and DOUBTFUL

Yes. That's how I felt. I never cared of politics before but to know that he would take upon every matters of this country, I suddenly cared. Too much questions came :

1. What will he do?

2. How will he lead everything?

3. He won't be alone - He is controlled.

Now that the whole world is watching the Egyptian Anger on Hosni Mubarak, the news of the insecurity of all Malaysians out there and inadequate food supplies has gained thousand of eyes to help them. We won't be able to go and step into the country but our concerns has enough to reach their heart to keep strong.

It is embarrassing and disappointing that Malaysia has never take any precaution steps to save the Malaysians until some of us come up and speak out. Even worst, there are countries that has brought their citizens out of Egypt like Indonesia but what happen to Malaysia is that they can guarantee that all Malaysians are safe and said that the situation is still under control as if they want the Malaysians to stay there and keep quiet at their respective home. Congratulations!

Alhamdulillah,Malaysia has sent the humanitarian aid teams to transfer the Malaysians to Jeddah and provide enough for foods for them.

Why Jeddah but not Malaysia? Somehow it is an unforgivable answer. ''It is costly to transfer all Malaysians back home''. That was what our beloved PM responded to an interview yesterday. Money is even worth than thousands of lives stuck in the country. Money is billion times prominent to the worries of thousands parents that never stop thinking of their children.

We do not care because we're not there to overcome the sound of fire guns, rioters and the freely escaped-criminals. We are here enjoying the breezing air and whatsoever it is. How shameful we are to ignore our own brotherhood!

This is a voice of those who seeks the truth! Allahuakbar!

*Lailaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntu min adz-dzolimiin.. T__T

I pray for their safety Ya Allah!

2011-01-30T22:45:00.001-08:00

I got goosebumps all over me to hear what is happening in Egypt. I may don't have any families staying there, but to have friends which are a lot, I keep thinking of how can they escape from the crisis, from the runaway-criminal that has 'happily' freed from their deserved-home.

I was blogwalking on a page then I think I need to paste it here since the owner had encouraged to do so.

''Salam Ariff, saya Nadia, a student in Egypt.

Ariff, kini saya berada di Malaysia kerana pulang untuk winter break, but when I got home, the condition in Egypt somehow got worse about the Hosni Mubarak thingy. Ramai yang sangka keadaan kat sana adalah okay, mengikut kata Jabatan Penuntut Kaherah Mesir dan Kedutaan Malaysia di sana, but there are parts that they don’t know:

Di tempat saya Mansoura, people got killed on the streets, houses are getting robbed and they are aiming to attack Malaysian students. There are about 6000 prisoners on the streets! Pelajar kita di Alexandria dirogol, airport dibakar dan anggota polis tidak lagi menjalankan tugas mereka.

Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam.

Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923

Atau melalui:
Facebook: Nuvul Nadiva Dizavch
Twitter: DyyaDizarch
Blog: Nadia-ism
YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com

Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.

- Nadia''

This is one of the responds made :

''To those who wonder why government lambat ambil tindakan, meh aku bagitahu;

Mubarak tali barut rumah putih.
Malaysia pun hampir menjadi, entah-entah dah jadi tali barut rumah putih. (na’uzubilllah)

Mungkin Najib nak jaga diplomatik dia dengan rumah putih. Tapi benda ni membabitkan nyawa ribuan pelajar Malaysia !''

Wake up Muslims! We may not been able to set up a fire gun and have a war, but we have more than a weapon, an absolute weapon help from far - sent by Allah : DOA. Keep praying for the safety of our brotherhood, may Allah protect them from dangers and harms, may Allah bring them safely back to their families.. Amin2

Allahumma unsurna Islam wal muslimin fi kulli makaan wa kulli zamaan~

*for more info, please visit Krisis Mesir Nasib Rakyat Kita ,blog.ariff and Selamatkan Pelajar Dan Rakyat Malaysia Di Mesir(Facebook) - like this page to support.. May Allah help us and save them, Amin3..

Kahwin Awal?

2011-01-14T08:06:00.000-08:00

No claim.

Better know than never that this is one of the best talk, an excellent kick-start and warm up for 2011.

Well, niat nak pi talk ni pun was first to know more how's the feeling of married at a young age, when everything : belajar, jaga hubby and children has to be managed at the same time.

Mendengar talk daripada ustaz ni which was a student of IIUM,too, mmg sakit segala GIT, digestive system and all the internal organs, sebab he has a very good sense of humor. Tapi bukan setakat itu je, yang paling penting was the input yang beliau dah berikan. Beliau juga ade experience berkahwin ketika beliau masih dalam pengajian Master in Usul & Fiqh. Jadi segala apa yang diceritakannya adalah realiti belaka, sekurang-kurangnya 70% daripada apa yang beliau ceritakan memang berkait rapat a.k.a ade kaitan sangat-sangat dengan kehidupan kte.

Kebanyakan input yang beliau sampaikan ialah berkenaan dengan persiapan & ragam orang yang ade niat atau dah nak berkahwin. Malah, lebih menarik, beliau siap bagi tips2 untuk bakal2 isteri n suami, on how to win partner's interest a.k.a heart.. ^^( sangat tertarik sehinggakan rse seronok plak.. ish3)

Tapi, ingat dan fikirkanlah, perkahwinan itu bukan untuk sehari, tapi untuk sepanjang hayat, malah sampai ke syurga. Ya, sampai ke syurga. Bukan sehidup semati, bukan setakat hingga ke hujung nyawa tapi sampai ke Firdausi. Itulah point yang paling menarik yang akan disimpan untuk masa hadapan.. (ecece...ye2 la plak^^)

Kata orang, kahwin ni perlukan duit,bagi lelaki, kalau nak kahwin,kene la ade duit kalau tidak mcm mne nak bg nafkah.. Parents pulak ade yang tak setuju.

Sebelum nak berkahwin, fikirkan ini :

1) Kalau berkahwin kerana zuriat, sanggup x nak berjaga semalaman untuk jaga anak, padahal esok pagi akan ade kelas/kuiz/presentation/exam??

2) kalau berkahwin kerana perlukan seseorang, sanggup x nak melayan ragam dan karenah pasangan? Sanggup x nak menjaga hati suami sebaik-baiknya untuk mendapatkan syurga?

Bukan x boleh berkahwin, tetapi harus ade kekuatan. Bak kata Ustaz, andainya kte dah berkahwin, jadikan suami/isteri kte yang kedua selepas Islam. Apapun yang terjadi, Islam adalah suami/isteri yang pertama. Kalau yakin bahawa kte dah menjadikan Islam itu yang pertama, maka berkahwin itu adalah perkara yang terbaik, xkan ade sesiapa yang akan melarang.

Bercouple/ bercinta sebelum perkahwinan adalah hakikat yang sia-sia. Memang cinta tu manis, tapi percayalah, manis cinta couple itu adalah manis yang 'artificial'. Kalau bahasa kilang, orang cakap pemanis preservative, manis yg xde khasiat bahkan mudarat yang datang. Tanyalah mereka-mereka yang bercinta sebelum berkahwin, tanya apakah perasaan cinta mereka sama seperti saat mereka bercinta sebelum segalanya adalah halal untuk mereka...

Manis cinta mereka semakin tawar, malah ade yang dah nak terasa pahit...

So,kira-kiralah balik, TOLAK couple, TAMBAH Iman, GANDA kekuatan, BAHAGI masa untuk Allah... InsyaAllah, kata-kata Allah, ''Lelaki baik untuk Wanita yg Baik dan sebaliknya'' pasti akan sampai kepada kita.Amin

''If you deserve, u'll get it''

*Thank to Anith & Yaumil for a beautiful day today. Bad days in mind had fully gone. I'll be able to walk in confidence again.. Thank a lot! Love u much much MUCH lillahi taala ^^

Mending the torn

2011-01-13T20:13:00.000-08:00

aduh, sakit kepalaku.. T__T

Depression

She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection,

She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection.

No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief,

If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief.

She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw,

Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all.

Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride,

Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide.

She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care,

He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there.

She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray,

Alone and broken hearted, she slits her wrists and slowly fades away.

Please Be Visible This Saturday.. I Need You To Gain The Excitement Back!

2011-01-13T02:42:00.000-08:00

F.A.I.L.U.R.E

After three times of attempts.

The layer still not emerged even if it had been centrifuged for three times.

Why?

I was waiting for you spinning inside when everybody was already gone home.

I was willing to be among the latest to leave the lab only for you..

Why you refuse to be visibly seen...

Now you left me in the middle of the road.

Shall I or shall I not to?

My Saturday or my DNA??

Now you'd made me feel this way..

A way of no where!

Don't Lose Hope!

2011-01-07T02:42:00.000-08:00

''Among the hormone function is affecting mood and mind. Female is more tolerate and concern compared to male.''

This was a big confession and absolute fact which had came from Dr. Tariq. (grinning) I thought that he would just say that females are more affected by their emotion rather than just complimenting us. Well, I do not know how to refute Dr. Tariq's fact either. ^^

***********

We're having Molecular Biology's (Molec...this is our shortform-made because calling it with its full name is too long for us to say) Lab yet it wasn't so much fun than yesterday. The participation was so limited I just could watch over my group leader doing everything during the extraction of the DNA. With a minor pain on the right-side of my head, I thought that it happened because of too much time wasted in the lab of doing nothing.

And then suddenly my thought came and said,

''Molecular Biology is never will be fun. I'm gonna hate you,dude!''

And the pain of the headache is getting worst then until the discussion part of the practical just now was performed by Bro Hamzah (Molec's Lecturer as well as the Lab Instructor). I was't get some of the point during discussion until I decided : ''Let's ask him until you satisfied!''

Bro Hamzah somehow was sighing and said : ''Macam Adibah Noor cakap, macam kaset pulak nak kne rewind''. Well,I was asking him to repeat some of the steps during the DNA extraction and I could hear a sigh, (it was 6pm and most of us has gone home). Alhamdulillah, he managed to get me into the point and I understood it quite well.

While packing up the things, my thought was again said,

''Molec is fun actually. I just need to understand and push a little harder on the effort''

The point here is that, don't sum up everything while we are still in the middle of the way. We usually are coming too fast in summarizing things that we never try even once and eventually some of us are seeking failure at the end of the road. I was like that during the schooltime. Hating numbers so much especially Addmaths and Physics, I only got C for both final exam papers at Form 4. I gained everything up after I had talked to myself sometimes. Having conversation with Him and seek for some strength, alhamdulillah, my SPM was good! ^^

What I want to say is, do not lose hope.. even Maher Zain remind us the same :

''Don't despair and never lose hope,

Cause Allah is Always by your side,

InsyaAllah....''

Why we have to suffer more after falling down at the first part? Try to sort out the causes before you said :'' this doesn't fit me, just let it be''

Allah hates weak Muslim... So let's be strong ^^ InsyaAllah..

p/s: Thank You Bro Hamzah, thanks to you, Izzati! let's be more energetic onwards! (even if you can't participate and be like a stalker in the lab ^^)

Thank You for being a Surgeon!

2011-01-05T02:37:00.000-08:00

I want to follow you,ok?

Thinking that today will be fun but it ends up to be a tiring, an extremely low energy day. After all I have gone through the Physiology Lab, my eyes were shattering at the top of its voice as if they couldn’t bear to labour anymore. Now that every single part of the anatomy is urging and forcing me not to do heavy work and say, ‘Dear, let’s have some rest first or we’ll not compromise with you no more.

That morning, the whole Mini Auditorium was told by Bro Faisal (The Lab Instructor) that we’ll gonna have the neuromuscular practical. All that came into my mind was grabbing the frog barehanded, cut across its mouth and have some dissecting on its tendon. But the most abhorrent thing I had to do is the FROG. 2 years ago, it was about a white mouse that I had to overcome. This time, a cold-blooded animal will be my next quarry.

The moment I endeavoured to gaze on the size of the frog, I was streaked to see those frogs were even smaller than my own palm. Then I said, it’s going to be crazy. We were all 15 in a group since we need to combine 2 groups due to the lack of the apparatus and perhaps the frogs, too, but no one was heroic enough to grip the animal. I wasn’t anticipated to say that I am daring to do so. I was terrified and got thrilled to see every person of each group was attempting to have one frog to dissect. And then I came in front and grabbed one. Ergggghh!

Holding the frog was like holding a slimy, flaccid jelly in your hand. Even worst, it was so small you have to squeeze a little harder as the frog was moving and it felt like something was scratching your palm. I mean, seriously, that was my very first time having a reptile in my hand! The first thing I had to do was cutting off across the upper mouth until the back of its eyes and poking its spinal cord with a pin to reduce the responses of the receptors.

It was creepy by the time I had to cut it off and then a brother came to help. Credit to that bro, ok! (Sorry, I did not know your name T__T , anyway, the compliment is on you ^^)

sorry for the frog's bad luck...

take 5 before setting up to find another twitches!

The thing to mention here is the scent of the blood, the gloves and the cutting board is still lingering in the moist air. Even the chocolate-strawberry waffle I had for my dinner somehow is tasted of the odour of the frog, the blood and the whole scenery of the previous dissection. Weird!

The other thing to rise up is how amazing to be a surgeon. I was envisioning myself being a surgeon the moment I’d gone through the dissection. And I feel so thankful that Allah has given His creatures wisdom to help others. Subhanallah! Imagine if no one is taking the position and have the guts to submit oneself to a major surgery for a long period of time, corpse will be like a dead animal, patient with severe illnesses won’t have the chance to get better, they’re seeking for hopeless!

Now that I know how it feels like to be a surgeon, how hard it is to endure a major surgery that takes up until 24 hours without a rest. It’s amazing to be a surgeon. So amazing that Allah has created and rewards those people to have a great patience and bravery to touch us for good! Thank you for being a surgeon!

Now that I am thinking of being a surgeon instead of a haematologist.. Which one do you think will fit me better??? Finish up all the semesters and have a good pointer first, Izzati!

*Credit to everyone in the group – Angah,Achik Fatin, Andak Rawai, Fatin, Yanti, Izzah, Dayah, Adilah, Miza, Mary, Zati, Tengku, Syidah and Aisyah! It was a long experiment but well done, guys! ^^

Dah terlalu banyak membazir, bajet lari, so kne la naikkan harga,tak begitu??

2011-01-04T20:00:00.000-08:00

Kali kedua mendengar berita harga minyak naik. I was first trying to be husnuzhan. Petroleum supply is declining from time to time. Nak menghabiskan petroleum and bahan galian yang lain are very easy tapi untuk menunggu for the minerals to generating new, it takes million years which in the future we'll never know we'll be living in this world or not. Proton and Perodua has to come up by manufacturing hybrid car,perhaps.

Bukan setakat minyak, tapi harga-harga barang yang lain jugak naik.. Tak tahu kenapa and apa motif mereka naikkan harga2 barang... Wahai kerajaan, rakyat2 Malaysia ni bukan semuanya kaya-kaya belaka seperti anda yang berada di barisan-barisan kabinet, seperti anda yang ada title YB, Yang Amat Mulia or whatever it is. Apa rasionalnya harga barang turut naik?

Bukan kesian kan my Abah je, but what's going to happen to other who can't afford so well for their family... World is a cruel place to live in. So cruel sometimes I wish to ask something I'm supposed not to.

Sejak dia yang memerintah, terlalu banyak pembaziran untuk perkara-perkara yang langsung tak menguntungkan rakyat. Konon rakyat nombor 1, 1 dari belakang agaknya...

Ya Allah, mohon agar pemerintah yang selepas beliau merupakan seorang yang seperti Saidina Abu Bakar dan yang dapat memerintah dengan sebenar-benar erti bijaksana.. Amin~

Soothe

2011-01-03T07:58:00.000-08:00

I just love the lyrics so much! ^^

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

2010-12-30T23:51:00.000-08:00

''banyak ke offer tadi?''

''boleh la Pak Teh.. esok da New Year, ade la diorg wat promotion''

''bese la tu..orang kumpul2 duit, kadang-kadang nak kene keluarkan jugak''

Smiling,myself.

''tapi cam saya ni lain Pak Teh''

''itu semua fitrah dik, manusia ni sentiasa nak isi keperluan dia, makin banyak rezeki yang Allah bagi, makin dia rasa x cukup dengan apa yang dia ada.. Mula-mula Allah bagi kat kita ni nikmat je, Allah nak tengok macam mana kita uruskan nikmat tu, nanti lama-lama Allah tarik balik, perlahan-lahan Allah ambil apa yang Allah dah pinjamkan kat kita.''

I was sitting at the back, nodded. Agreed to what he said.

''Lain la macam Abu Bakar, Uthman bin Affan...''

Agreed.

We've been given money and materials just like the companion's of Rasulullah but how we manage upon the nikmat are so different that we tend to not appreciate by wasting them too much on nothing. But Abu Bakar and the rest, they'd spent their wealth for ummah and Islam, seeking for Hereafter. Does it feel so different?

I swear it's different...when will I change?

Biochem's Lab getting scary!!

2010-12-29T19:19:00.000-08:00

Biochemistry Lab is getting more serious in performing experiments.

1.Each group must have maximum 5 members ONLY

2.Each group MUST have at least one foreign student.

3.Each group MUST have a male student. ---> (This is the most important thing i have observed when Dr. Tarique ordered us to seat in a group. No male students, marks will be deducted!)

To keep us performing well in future and have a picture of the real scene in working, I think Dr. Tarique had a good indicator for me to communicate well with those guys.

I Am WORST when it comes to communicate with opposite gender!!

Next week, 20ml of BLOOD is needed to undergo the isolation of DNA.. yesterday a few milileter of blood also has been donated to test the bleeding and clotting time.

Wonder if the blood is so easy to be used rather than generating it for an enough supply..

Random

2010-12-27T04:19:00.000-08:00

My ignorance on the aerobic competition then had given me something that I should proud of myself, a little bit.

I knew about the competition but I wasn't planning to take part (lately I had become a very passive a.k.a nerd IIUM student) due to the hectics I have been experienced in this semester. I should say that I am bringing myself to get busy rather than saying myself is busy. Well, I think it is proper to say that. Awake as usual like others but going to class in a very unusual time which I don't think any other students in IIUM can do the same as mine (sorry if I had crossed the fact that you are doing the same, I was thinking that this is an amazing sacrification I have ever made for myself..urgh! Don't sigh la...)

Going to the class at 7.15am (it is a-8pm class every morning) and walking (if you plan to get on the shuttle bus, then you will gonna sit either at the very left or right corner or might have the very last seat at the back) are the only choices I and Anjang has in order to get the best seat during kuliah.. This will continuously happened for the next 6 semesters.

Then one day, I guess last week, Izzah had offered me to joined the Islamic aerobic competition organized by PEMBINA Pahang. I didn't know how to refuse good invitation so I had to say yes.

Alhamdulillah, we won the second prize, competiting with the seniors from 3rd and 4th year of Pharmacy and Nursing students. Well, I should say this. I never had a ind of winning the game, but then the rezeki was for us and I thanked to Allah for that.

All that I want to say here is, be sincere and have a good intention in every work we do. I was first saying to myself, let this be an enjoyful show for myself and everyone. If my team win, then it will be a bonus from Allah. This was what my mentor for National Speech Contest 2006 said to me :

''Just work hard and do your best, you had gone this far and this should have made yourself proud right? But remember, have a good intention that you are giving dakwah and perform your speech for the sake of Allah and ummah. Do not hope to win but hope that what we are trying to deliver on the stage soon can be accepted and implemented by the audiences. InsyaAllah, if you don't win any of the prizes here, you still have the prize in Jannah''

This is what I have been holding onto in the time that I need something to make me confident and strong. And alhamdulillah, even if I didn't win the 1st prize, I'd managed to grab the 3rd out of the 14 states that competed with me during the time.

The key word is the GOOD INTENTION. If you had it, then the word loser won't be so hurt for you to swallow, InsyaAllah..

*credit to Izzah for the offer. Also to Anjang Anisah, Adilah, Fatin and Dayah.. Thanks for the commitment. ^^

jangan kisah buku yang berat2 tu..

2010-12-14T20:21:00.000-08:00

Learning never knows the meaning of easy.

That's what I've learnt today. Bukannya tak tahu, tapi selama ni bila segala kemudahan dah ready depan mata, we'll never know how hard to get the knowledges. Bila sekolah dah start, beli buku yang sekolah dah sediakan, no need to find the best books or other reading materials. Kalau ade pun, it's when I had to go with parents for additional references and exercises. Itupun, masih lagi dalam konteks yang senang sebab zaman2 sekolah dulu, we just have to choose the best books sebab many publishers are crazy to get money, so mereka akan publish banyak buku..

To be an undergraduate student is different. Totally different. Everything's on our own. kalau tak nak amik taw, tinggallah kat belakang sorg2.. No one will take a good care of you.. Itu yang abah selalu cakap.

Tak rugi bersusah-susah kerana ilmu. Samalah jugak bila orang cakap tak rugi berbudi pada tanah. kalau berbaik-baik dengan tanah, dapatlah hasilnya. macam tu jugak dengan ilmu. Malah hasilnya bukan setakat dekat dunia, Allah janjikan hasilnya dekat akhirat kelak. Untung,kan??

Dua hari diperlukan untuk bawak balik buku-buku ni up to the room. And saya masih mencari jalan macam mana nak renew buku-buku ni satu2 tanpa angkat berat2 ke library..

The first day we'd searched for those books it's like a game. Bak kata mereka-mereka yang seangkatan dengan saya :

''kene cari buku cepat2..nanti hbeh orang lain amik..''

bunyi macam tamak kan?? Think and conclude whatever that might crossed your mind. Tapi saya rse hidup kte perlu berlumba-lumba.. macam mana orang-orang beriman berlumba-lumba kejar-mengejar untuk dapatkan tempat terbaik di akhirat nanti, saya anggap perebutan untuk dapatkan reference books ini seakan sama cuma tak setinggi usaha orang-orang beriman itu tadi.

Disebabkan all these thick books, I let my brain conclude and pray for barakah of what I've been learning for. Kalau nak ditimbang buku-buku ni semua, pasti lah berat2 mereka ni dah nak sampai berat saya (tapi saya berat lagi la), tapi berat yang dikendong sampai ke tingkat 4 ni lah kalau dimanfaatkan, insyaAllah akan bagi ganjaran yang lumayan..

Disebabkan buku-buku ni jugak, tangan kiri dah sakit-sakit, muscle stretch and experiencing sudden shock of heavy things, tu belum lagi urusan nak renew buku2 sepanjang 5 bulan ni.. Kan senang kalau boleh renew online banyak kali.. Moga-moga Allah tukar kesusahan ni dengan kejayaan dalam pelajaran. Amin2..

*cakap psal buku-buku yang berat ni, teringat buku amalan sendiri.. mne satu la yg berat.. sebelah kanan ke atau kiri???

dugaan

2010-12-14T04:36:00.000-08:00

Today's first class for anatomy has given me a bad impression. Full and crowd. And I was losing the focus.

The scene shall be the same as the previous semester. I was happy with the previous number. No need to rush just to have a very good seat and right angle close to the screen and lecturer. No need to have a feeling of worry.

Now I have to get myself ready, say to myself:

''I shall let this not to mess up with yourself, Izzati''

''Small matters will kill your future if you can't handle it..''

Anatomy,physiology and molecular biology are fun. 200++ isn't that much to compare with other universities. You should have to be grateful and sincere. Purify your heart and accept new friends from now on. Why do you have to raise all the small things up and bothering your tiny brain?

Your brain suppose to work on the three chapters you have been thought in the previous lecture of anatomy just now. Three chapters in 2 hours and 30mins. How are you going to catch up all that if you let the space in your brain for something that will not be asked in the exam??

Come on Izzati!

Allah is there for you. The charge will be free. Everything will be easy whenever you have Him always...

HAVE FAITH IN HIM

Sounds unfair..

2010-12-08T03:58:00.000-08:00

''guess what?? Kak lang beli white rabbit''

''haaa?? x aci.....!''

''hehe...cian die..''

*******

''ma, btul ke Wa beli white rabbit?''

''a'a...die la yang beli, warna putih... kecik comel je... besar die macam Nescafe cup kakak tu''

''maaaa...comelnye kalau mcm tu...''

''yg klakanye rumah die kat dalam kotak je.. pastu diorg pun pegi la buat lubang konon mcam tingkap..''

''eeee...Ya Allah..kesian die ma... dduk dalam kotak tu nmpak ape... macam mne die nak jdik cerdas n cergas cmtu...eaa... die makan pe ma??''

''makan pellet la..''

''laaa...hari tu mama cakap x elok kasi pellet.. kasi carrot la..kan die vegetarian''

''org tu kta jgn kasi die bnde len...nnti die kne diarrhea''

''ehhh...cmtu plak...''

Macam-macam nama die dapat..memandangkan dia sendiri tak ada surat beranak, MyKid ataupun MyKad, semalam nama die Premiere-brand tisu (Along yang kasi nama ni since die ni putih cam tisu), hari ni dah name len plak - Snowy..

Tapi mama lagi suka org pggil die Nab..haha..macam nama org...

Whatever it is... I'd started to miss the entire home.. So much.. Let's meet again somewhere in the meantime InsyaAllah

pelik

2010-11-17T02:10:00.000-08:00

''pisang ni pelik''

''kenape ma?''

''pisang ni da masak tpi yang hujung tandan punye''

''kenapa kalau hujung tandan?''

''pisang akan masak dari atas ke bawah, bukan dari bawah ke atas la kak..''

gulp! Pelik.. dah nak kiamat ke?

Apapun, pisang ni comel dan sedap ^^

Sue,da settle! Hee~

2010-11-12T22:22:00.000-08:00

As I promised to Cik Sue, I will accomplish the tag now ya! ^^

This Is what they ask me to do :

"Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts or goals about you. In the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tags you. If I tag you, it’s because I want to know you more."

And this is what I AM SUPPOSE TO NOTE, due to the DEMAND ^^

1. Nama saya Noor Izzati Masri

2. No kad pengenalan *tooooo-oo-ooot* ^^

3. Umur saya 7 tahun (berpada-padalah kamu wahai manusia bernama Izzati)

4. Hobi saya ialah mewarna buku tadika waktu saya kat PASTI dulu..

5. Cita-cita saya ialah nak jadi tukang masak terkenal dalam keluarga... JE. ^^

OK. Fasa pertama : BIODATA DIRI - SETTLE!

6. Orang kata saya serius. (yke??)

7. Ade yang kata saya kelakar..

8. Ade jugak yang cakap saya ni banyak sangat bercakap.

9. Orang kata kerja saya kemas. Saya ni bukan perfectionist, tapi saya sentiasa berusaha ke arah tu.

10. Orang jugak cakap saya ni suka senyum ^^

ORAIT. Fasa kedua : ORANG CAKAP - SETTLE SUDAA..

11. Saya suka team sports - bola baling, bola jaring, bola keranjang. Tpi skrng da x boley men T__T

12. Jangan bagi saya chocolate bar. Dalam masa 30min-1 jam saya boleh hbehkan sorang2!

13. Setakat ni saya dah ade 3 diari. Bila bosan/ tengah kemas bilik, saya bace pastu gelak sorang2..

14. Saya suka cakap sorang-sorang. (cakap dengan Allah, kadang-kadang dengan bear)

15. 'Driving-addictive'. Saya ketagih bawak kereta wpun xtaw nak pegi mne..

YOSH! Fasa Ketiga : SAYA SUKA - SIAP!

16. Saya seorang yang pelik. Suka pelik. Xnak sama dengan orang.

17. Sensitif. x boleh tengok orang nangis. Nanti saya join sekali.. Airmata saya banyak sangat.

18. Kenapa saya suka pelik? Sbab dlm famili pun saya da alrdy pelik - saya sorg je yg lefthnded!

19. Kalau suka satu2 makanan,saya boleh makan makanan yang sama dalam masa seminggu

20. Ble time nak order makanan, dalam msa sejam blum tntu saya da decide nak mkn ape..

OK. Fasa Second-last : KEPELIKAN SAYA - DAH!

21. Saya teringin nak belajar bahasa Korea & Jepun, nak tere mengarang/menulis in French.

22. Saya nak rasa Autumn & Spring dekat Korea, Jepun and Dublin,Ireland

23. Saya teringin nak bawak mama n abah pi Alexandria, Turkey & Kashmir

24. Saya nak buat haji sama-sama dengan mama n abah

25. Saya nak jadi anak yang dapat bekalkan mama n abah ayat-ayat Al-Quran dari dekat & jauh.

That's the LAST PART : MY DREAMS.

Ni insan-insan bertuah di mata saya ^^

Cik Sue
Cik Nabihah
Kimah cayang
Wan oliday kat Kedah
Rusni sabah baa
Aji
Ude

ske x cik Sue??? ^^

Dear sweet 19th candy and All ^^

2010-11-11T17:48:00.000-08:00

Dear Munirah Zainab Abdul Aziz ,

If Malaysia lately isn't crying everyday and unpredictably,

i'll give you thousands of fresh greenly grasses for you to lie on it..

letting you see the sky and how beautiful the nature is,

who knows if you might see

Superman crossing over and say 'Hi' to you,

but now it seems impossible,

grasses are flooded in the seas of muds,

even the cows are losing their foods,

wonder if they and goats for Qurban will lose weight

meats won't be enough to be distributed

If the cumulonimbus doesn't come always

throwing out extremely uncountable drops of H2O,

i'll give you cumulus for you to ride on it

like Son Goku used to when he was young...

who knows if he will drop by and take you with him

to a world of dragon balls are existed..

then you will meet the handsome Son-Gohan,too

But what can I do..

I'm not a superhero - neither Sailormoon nor Danny Phantom or Ben 10

like what Amir really obsess for,

not a witch possessing magic to give you extravagant surprises like Sabrina or Harry Potter,

not a sweet girl like Bella in love with a vampire or werewolf,

i'm just a cute and innocent blurr human

who only know how to wish you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY when the right time has come,

and say I LOVE YOU for no reason,

cause my LOVE is not like monsoon season

coming and gone

my LOVE for you

is like life after death

where there will be no end for sure

Happy birthday sayang ^^

Keep smiling if your heart resist - your smile will make other people smiles

Keep up the good manners

I LOVE YOU all...

I DO..

(this is also specially credited to Madam Asmeza,Kak Isma & Nurun partnership..hehe, Kak Tini, Asmaa,Liyana,Shak and Syakirah.. with love - from Kuantan)

(hehe..it sounds silly kan..but i dun know how to lie..^^)

baru berapa jam...

2010-11-11T02:00:00.000-08:00

satu untuk Wan, satu untuk Falaha.. jgn berebut ea..^^

Saya sayang Wan.

Saya sayang Falaha.

Bila mereka tinggalkan saya seorang di sini, bila saya tengok mereka pergi, baru saya sedar, saya makin sayangkan mereka.

Kenapa Allah tak temukan saya dengan Falaha and Wan dari dulu lagi ea??

Allah Maha Pengasih. Baru sedikit perasaan kasih sayang Dia berikan ke dalam hati saya, kesannya masyaAllah...

Allah Maha Mengetahui. Mungkin kalau Dia bagi saya kenal dengan mereka, saya tak dapat rasa perasaan sayang tu sekarang.

Saya berdoa agar rasa sayang saya terhadap mereka bukan setakat ketika gembira tapi biar erti sayang yang sebenar tu wujud ketika wujudnya saat-saat sukar..

Saya nak sentiasa jadi orang penting di mata mereka.. [boleh kan Wan??? ^^ ]

Dalam hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Muaz dari Rasulullah S.A.W baginda bersabda:

"Allah Azzawajalla berfirman: orang-orang yang berkasih sayang kerana
kemuliaanku,
mereka mempunyai beberapa-beberapa mimbar dari cahaya,

sangat dicita-citakan tempat-tempat mereka itu oleh para Nabi,
Shiddiqin dan
Syuhada."
(Riwayat At
tirmizi, Ahmad, Ibnu Hibban, Hakim)

*Wan Atikah dan juga Falaha, baru brpe jam anda tinggalkan sye, da rse rindu... jumpe sem 2 nanti ea... kte pi jungle trekking, men canoe same2 ea...ingat taw.. InsyaAllah...^^

Home

2010-11-10T01:41:00.000-08:00

Home
by Bruce Weigl

I didn't know I was grateful for such late-autumn bent-up cornfields yellow in the after-harvest sun before the cold plow turns it all over into never. I didn't know I would enter this music that translates the world back into dirt fields that have always called to me as if I were a thing come from the dirty like a tuber, or like a needful boy. End. Lonely days, I believe. End the exiled and unraveling strangeness. (the smell of asam pedassss...with the kacang bendi inside and ikan pari... Ya Allah...sedapnyee..)

Cik Am Boring, quick note to Cik Sue-maiyah ^^

2010-11-09T19:20:00.000-08:00

Where are the good moods have gone?

Must be ran away together with the heartbroken just-dropped-out-template.. i can't believe i am using another new template.

Have been using the brick template for almost half years I guess, then Cik Am asked :

''cik Am da boring tengok background blog u la dik..''

In the terrible sleepy mode, I searched for the coolest one. And I think this is the best I can paste on the blog..

cool x Cik Am? Kalau tak cool lagi I dun know la.. jgn komplen..hehe

What's wrong with my heart now? The feeling isn't good...

(kepada cik Su...gambar tu comel bangat...yg dok depan kamera tu paling cute kan? Cool x template aku weyh?? hehe.. tag tu, aku wat after aku xm ea... doakan aku Su!!)

merisik

2010-11-09T02:32:00.000-08:00

''macam mane dengan merisik tu?''

''huh??''

''ala,kan kte ade hntar ayat merisik hari tu..''

''oo...Rad selalu lambat... kte da bli tiket''

''eh,nape ckp psal beli tiket plak ni''

''eh??? ala...Rad ckp psal pe ni?''

''psal merisik tu la...''

''msej hari tu ke?''

''haaa...yelah...macam mane?''

''mmm,bile ea? da x igt pulak..''

''seminggu before next sem start''

''yke...insyaAllah,kne tanye mama dulu la ea.. tpi kte x janji taw''

''ok..kalau da confirm, nanti gtaw taw.. nak hantar surat pinangan plak''

''Rad ni...gne ayat2 camtu... menakutkan betul..hehe.. InsyaAllah''

(*bukan sebarangan merisik Rad ni..hmm..bile nak tgok due date...bru perasan kalendar still in Oktober... gara-gara xm la ni... ish2..)

maaf tapi hubungan kite setakat ni je..

2010-11-08T22:18:00.000-08:00

Oleh kerana aku merasakan hari ni semua orang sedih, jadi aku akan berkabung selama beberapa minit untuk tulis post ni dari english-version (rsenye da lme x tulis in english... never mind)..

Aku taw.. bukan aku seorang je yang harapkan happy ending untuk paper MGT tdi... satu hall tu share 'mimpi' yang sama dengan aku. Tapi, betul la setakat mimpi je.. Betapa susahnya paper MGT tdi, wallahua'lam... Allah je yang tahu betapa frustnye semua orang.. Aku x nampak wajah2 frust dalam exam hall tdi, tpi ble keluar je dari hall tu, macam-macam komen yang aku dengar.

Allah Maha Mengetahui sebab segala sesuatu. Aku cuma boleh berdoa Allah dapat lembutkan hati para examiner yang akan marking paper aku dan kawan-kawan.. Moga-moga Allah letakkan hati dan perasaan lecturer2 dalam keadaan yang baik. Amin!

Macam biasa, aku tak pernah ade perasaan bersedia untuk jawab MGT... time mid sem pun sama. Sebab aku bukannya ahli ekonomi, sedangkan biochem pun aku berusaha seboleh yang mungkin ni kan pulak belajar sesuatu yang bukan dalam bidang aku.

Mungkin sebab aku x ikhlas. Belajar kerana exam. Ya Allah... bukannya sekarang aku baru sedar... daripada mule2 aku kenal apa itu MGT, aku da terpikir semua ni.. Aku da cuba untuk betulkan niat tapi xtaw kenapa aku x mampu..

Maafkan aku MGT... bukan nak mendiskriminasikan kau tapi dengan berat hati aku berharap semoga ini pertemuan yang pertama dan terakhir antara kau dan aku...

Ya...lebih jelas to say : setakat ni je hubungan kte berdua.. aku doakan kau bahagia dengan mereka.. Amin..

Ya Allah, berilah keputusan yang cemerlang untuk aku dan kawan-kawan... Amin

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2010-11-03T00:02:00.000-07:00

Surat cinta.

Surat cinta. I despise love-letter.

No matter what.

Tapi,ape yang aku mampu buat. Mungkin Allah nak tunjukkan yang aku ni masih tak ubah sikap careless aku. Maybe kehidupan kat PJ dan Kuantan yang jauh berbeza jugak buat aku lupa.

Ujian.

Allah Maha Adil. Apa yang aku tak pernah rasa waktu kat PJ, Dia bagi aku peluang untuk rse.

Banyak benda yang die bagi aku rse kat sini.. Semua yang tak pernah aku rse time kat PJ.. Mungkin sebab aku terlalu bangga yang aku takkan berpeluang untuk melaluinya.

So,jgn la rse diri sendiri bagus wahai Izzati. Rekod dah tercalar. Sungguh tercalar. Aku dah tak boleh padam rekod tu. Kerana dia dah terletak, tersimpan kukuh,kemas dalam sistem. Rasa nak hack sistem itu. Jangan Izzati. Seronok Syaitan dengar niat kau tu... batalkan niat kau... Kau bukan tere bab2 komputer pun nak hack sistem.. bek bce MAPLE,smile,html and the geng.. Itu lagi menguntungkan utk pointer kau..

''Boleh jadi sesuatu yang kamu suka itu bukan yang terbaik untuk kamu, dan sesuatu yang kamu tidak ketahui atau tidak kamu sukai itu lebih baik untuk kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu yang kamu tidak ketahui''

Sungguh kecewa. Sangat kecewa. Sedalam mana kekecewaan yang aku rase... Allah je yang tahu. Aku cuba untuk maintain. Tapi, rancangan Dia lagi hebat. Maha Hebat. The Ultimate Superior.

Bersedihlah di atas kelalaian kau sendiri.. Menyesallah wahai manusia...

Aku terlalu yakin sampaikan Allah rasa aku patut untuk merasakannya.

Dan berubahlah selepas tu.. Jangan jadikan kesedihan sekarang kesedihan yang sia-sia.. Kesedihan yang kosong. Sekosong jiwa yang lalai. nauzubillah...

jalan kaki

2010-11-01T03:18:00.000-07:00

''angah...kami da penat laaa... dah x larat ni...''

''xde orang nak tumpangkan kte ke?''

''angah, tak baik berharap..nanti tak de orang nak tumpangkan..baik kte buat biasa-biasa je''

.......

(After couple of minutes)

''xpe2... xnak tumpangkan...''

''la..andak ni..xpela, ni kre belajar taw...nanti bile kte ade kereta, kte faham macam mana org yg kne berjalan tu.. ''

''pastu nanti bile pi kelas, asyik x sempat sampai je sebab tumpangkan org yang berjalan tu... hehe ^^''

Ya... aku taw macam mana seksanya berjalan kaki tu... Dan aku tak faham kenapa mereka-mereka hanya terus pecut tanpa ade niat nak tumpangkan kami atau orang lain..padahal kapasiti kereta tu cukup untuk orang lain yang sedang berjalan kaki... laluan yang sama.. balik ke mahallah atau ke kafe..

Tapi..Allah Maha Tahu Segalanya.. kenapalah aku nak suuzhan dengan diorg??

hey izzati,taw ke rumah mereka-mereka tu haa??! Taw ke nak pi rumah mereka nak mintak maaf...??

Ya...bak kata angah.. learn from the hardship and pain.

Cik Am pun used to say this : ''orang yang tahu menghargai orang lain tu ialah orang yang pernah rasa apa erti susah,sedih,kecewa dan terluka''

Cik Am....adik rindu padamu...^^

Ayat penyedap hati... berjalan tu kan elok untuk jantung.. BERJALAN SEBANYAK 10,000 KALI SEHARI TU BOLEH MENGELAKKAN CARDIAC INFARCTION aka SAKIT JANTUNG.

*This is brought to you by the Ministry Of Health.. (dan kalaulah berjalan ni boleh menurunkan 10kg...aku pasti tak kisah ^^)

*aku rindu kucing tadi...nak main dengan die lagi... posing tido yang sangat comel... ^^

to my everdearest friends.. good luck!

2010-10-28T15:05:00.000-07:00

it is only a tiny rosebud
a flower of Allah's design
but i cannot unfold the petals
with these clumsy hands of mine
the secrets of unfolding flowers
is not known to such as i
Allah opens this flower so sweetly
then in my hand they die
if i cannot unfold the rosebud
this flower of Allah's design
then how can i have a wisdom
to unfold this life of mine?
so i'll trust Allah for leading
each moment of my day
i will look to Allah for His guidance
each step of the way
the pathway that lies before me
only He knows
i'll trust Him to unfold the moments
just as he unfolds the rose

''....dan mintalah pertolongan dari Allah dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan solat''

Wishing you all the best in your exams and future undertakings..

Pengajaran untuk Syu....& aku??

2010-10-27T07:31:00.001-07:00

Kisah bermula apabila me, the main subject, wanted to go to the terminal - buying bus ticket.

Alhamdulillah, walaupun menjadi antara orang yang paling akhir to say goodbye to the campus before going home, sekurang-kurangnya dapat la balik sebelum raya.. (thinking if I have to perform solat raya all alone here.... wouldn't I be like 'BERAYA DI PERANTAUAN'?)

Next place, having lunch - di tempat biase ^^ Biasalah..setiap hamba yang mendapat nikmat, pasti akan gembira, macam tu jugak la aku dan dia... berdua-duaan, menjadi first customer kat restoran tu on that day, makan dengan penuh rasa bersyukur a.k.a senyum sentiasa..

Tapi, mungkin ni la phrase yang paling sesuai untuk orang yang gembira seperti kami :

''life is like a roller coaster, there are ups and downs''

just now we're at the top, now, after some couple of minutes, He wanted us to experience the feeling of being at the bottom.

''Ti, kertas ape kat cermin krta aku tu?''

''Haa?? eh,a'a laa...kertas pe ea? apsal berdebar-debar ni..''

''aku rse macam takde tertinggal ape2 before kte masuk dalam td...''

''eh,laa...syu! saman la...!''

''ala..Ti...! berape???''

Yaaa...Gara-gara lapar, duit untuk makan dah jadi duit untuk bayar kompaun. Mujur kami da makan..

Kupon yang begitu banyak tak digunakan lagi, tersimpan aman di dalam dashboard.. Mengapakah??

takpe lah.. kte belajar dari silap kte masing-masing ye,Syu... ^^ (padahal kat rumah even kat sini,xpernah terlupa buat 'gores dan menang' kupon tu)

Again...xpelah...rm5 je pun kan Syu??? ^^ Small matter for you, kan? Kan?

Terima kasih kepada MPK staff yang telah menjalankan tanggungjawab dengan baik. Sangat peka bila melihat kereta Syu xde kupon sedangkan banyak kereta-kereta lain di sekitar tu tak display pun...mungkin disebabkan plat kereta bermula dengan 'A'.. kereta-kereta di kuantan starts with D, better give us lesson...

Ish...kenapa aku suuzhan plak ni.. yang kne bayar rm5 tu adalah Syu...tapi,aku rasa bersalah. Syu drive, straight away from the class, bawa aku pi terminal, last-last dia yang kene...

Sorry,Syu T___T... I love U tapi Allah loves U more... Dia soh Syu bagi rm5 kat orang but then, u got more kan? Kan? ^^

Yes! RM5 telah berjaya di'infak'kan ke dalam tabung mereka.. Takpelah, moga-moga duit tu digunakan untuk kebajikan seluruh rakyat bukan untuk kepentingan peribadi atau perkara yang sia-sia.. sebagaimana kerajaan Sarawak jadi among the main sponsor for THAT-BAKA Islamic Fashion Show milik Datin toooooot, bukan untuk bantu meningkatkan taraf hidup rakyat di negeri sendiri yang terang-terang ade banyak lagi keluarga masih mencapai taraf daif... tak faham, tak faham... T_T

Well, a GOOD EXAM within the exam mood... Moga-moga Allah ampunkan dosa-dosa aku,Syu dan semua orang yang aku sayang : Abah,Mama,Along,Wa,Adik, & kawan-kawan ^^

Moral of the story : DO NOT FORGET to DISPLAY COUPON TICKET whenever you want to park your car DURING WEEKDAYS

Satu perkara lagi yang unik, by the time we reached MPK, I was first thought yang bangunan MPK tu was wrong. I thought it was bangunan Underwater World, Langkawi!

Subhanallah! I'm serius!

Macam Underwater World.. Well,bukan kerana sedih tentang berita kematian the late-Paul the octopus -(indeed,I was a little sombre) yang menyebabkan bangunan MPK itu adalah yang seumpama bangunan Underwater World, but maybe because it is in blue-structured building, a whole blue concrete. In fact, bangunan MPK terletak just beside the riverbank of Sungai Kuantan - so, at least, it shall have some things in common, right?

Banyak pengajaran sebenarnya :
1) Jangan beli tiket last2 minute even if you know it will be available - but it's raya! Still, jangan beli saat-saat akhir

2) if you own a car ( don't matter of how much carS you're actually owned), PLEASE DISPLAY kupon bila2 you wants to park the car during weekdays or else you'll be charged!

3) Blue itu is not always for Underwater World, it can also be for Courts, BSN and of course MPK!

4)Ingatlah Allah,Rasulullah & Al-Quran. Ingatlah orang yang tersayang ^^